Friday, 17 April 2015

Inner Realisation

First off I'm not an intellectual (thank God) or a writer per se, and this blog isn't really a blog: it's an evolving text I'm honing and expanding as the inspiration (or inclination) comes. It certainly isn't finished.

What I am is a no nonsense discerner of the human spiritual condition. In that regard I do not seek to gratify or sycophantically oblige anyone; my views are rather leftfield and also somewhat controversial - I'm bound to offend. I can only hope some of you don't stop up your ears, but are open to the Spirit of the letter. I'm here to resist the new age tsunami of hooey, and push back hard with something old yet very new; something right against the pride fueled delusions and ridiculous parapsychogenic conceits I see too much of today - to help show that humility is the way of authentic spirit. My intention, if I may be so bold, is to address the runaway spiritual immaturity - even madness - of our times and add some pure Spirit to the metaphysical morass of the past few millennia.

Like many people nowadays and throughout history (to greater or lesser degrees) I've realised I'm an immortal spirit in essence. This isn't mere speculation, nor is it fanciful thinking: it is explicit awareness arising from deep within my being.  

Human spirit is forever - no one ceases to exist. (It is where we exist that is the great matter at hand, for there are powerful, ancient occult forces at work, whose abiding intent is spiritual deception - all the way to our death and beyond...)

I've been into a variety of spirits and my own spirit most of my life. But in recent years I've come to a more astonishing realisation: there is another Spirit abroad in the world, one that is nothing of me, one Purer and Holier than we can currently comprehend.

The spirit of men and women pale in comparison. There is a pronounced spirit/Spirit distinction, the realisation of which carries enormous spiritual ramifications for any established new ager - if they are open  (I use the term new age loosely, referring to all spiritists, mediums, metaphysicians, esoteric teachers and paradigm shifters).

Too many people are exalting themselves these days: thinkin they're somethin, thinkin they've got a handle on Spirituality, making careers out of being know-it-alls; thinkin Spirit is to do with the body/mind and emotions - not something wholly other than. Unlike them I'm not arrogant in presuming I have access to all knowledge. I've come to recognise two extensive sources of esoteric knowledge: one True and Infinite, the other false and finite - merely giving the illusion of infinity. I have a specific insight; an inner cognition I wish to communicate and do not weave elaborate fictions around it - the new age is doing quite enough of that.

I'm living and learning, and - more or less distrustful of contemporary disseminators of "spiritual" doctrines and systems for good reason - receiving much needed teaching and guidance from inspired scripture. My understanding has been opened to scripture: written by ones unsullied by our sort of advanced materialism, who laboured for a Greater Reality free of the technological distractions and electromagnetic interferences - basically the holistic bullshit of our modern age.

In short (and to be expounded upon) I'm no longer playing the new age game. 

There is a lifelong aspect of awareness alienating me to the "real" world. Often feeling estranged from friends and acquaintances (being in the world but not of it) I came to know it a characteristic of Avadhuta consciousness, which made sense because most human systems and socialities appear absurd, they always have. This idiosyncrasy led me through the hindu roots new age and brahmic consciousness. Now I have to curtail the Infinite Absolutes and embrace some clear and present actualities. I'm an intuitive and a sensitive, for the most part I live in the heart. After over 30 years of new age musings, meditations and general messin' about, I proclaim:

Heart Consciousness is the only True Consciousness

But I'm not talking "new age" terms here.

We live in a world of extremes, life can be a tatal pain in the ass or it can be a whole lotta fun, and everything in between. This is a realm of deep darkness and also Great Light, but it's the darkness that continues to hold sway over the mainstream.

The way things are, are not the way things were meant to be - or can be. Actually, the way things are is a big joke, and the jokes on us. It would be hilarious if it wasn't so tragic, causing the heartbreak and brutal death of billions of people. New agers are woefully ignorant of the whys and wherefores of the enormity of historic and contemporary suffering. The gut wrenching evil and immensity of hurt - to both man and beast - has inevitably psychically affected us, we no longer sense the greater morphic field but are blinkered and extremely selective with our empathies. "Oh we shouldn't think about all that" - goes the new age chant - "it's too negative," as if it's of no consequence to them in their comfort zones. It's in our genes people. Acknowledging civilisations bedrock of suffering allows us to perceive where we really are, as opposed to where we like to think we are in make-believe. Humanity is a deeply wounded race collectively numbed out to the point of insensibility; for the most part it is living in it's dreambody: prone to fantastical flights of fancy, and highly susceptible to hosts of shiny esoteric phantasms spreading a great many insidious lies.

Spirit has been here throughout, serving and ministering against all odds, seeking anyone open to It's Grace.

So called intellectuals (the worldly wise) scoff at notions of spirit, they often mistake it for religion and generally think it's bullshit, bashing science around our heads as if it proves a point. Well science works for sure, we see that all around us; but science isn't without it's bullshit - it bullshits us about our true reality. By denying the existence of spirit it is bullshitting the entire world.

I can appreciate the awesome beauty of the scientific universe, but there's something far more profound about a human being than just physics

So-called reality is a scam on our souls most people are in complete denial of. Mainstream science is blind to Spirit and blinding the majority of mankind along with it. For all the pragmatism and endeavour, science will never provide a complete answer to life, the universe and everything, for spirit cannot be discovered scientifically. It cannot be measured. It cannot be contained in a test tube or cultivated in a petrie dish. It isn't observable under a microscope. It will not be revealed via a large hadron collider. The only place spirit can be discovered is within and about us; by fusing the nuclei of our heart and mind with a Greater Heart/Mind, releasing an energy not of death and destruction, but of Life and Ultimate Creation.

Science is getting all it's own way in this world, but science is without Spirit and like a wafer cone without the ice cream: dry and completely tasteless. Yet the cream can be enjoyed without the support of a wafer.  Get it?

Spirit exists with or without a body.  

It's in no way wise to put our faith solely in science and psychology for ultimate progress; as a Spiritual Aspirant I can appreciate the pragmatism of science while realising Spirit works just as well in the world, and more: with our cooperation It can work Miracles.

Spirit is miraculous by nature. 

For thousands of years the earth has been held under a deep esoteric darkness. Although it appears light here it is a sham light, the purpose of which is to constantly deceive. Right now the world is dominated by a false spirit shining a counterfeit light. From the perspective of True Spirit our world is as dark, dank and mixed up an arena as you can get; but HalleluYAH! Praise be:

There is an Omnipotent Totality of Eternal Spirit manifesting as Perfect Being.

Spirit does not conform to the ways of this world. It does not work through the sort of materialistic sciences we're almost entirely dependent upon. Neither does it manifest through the myriad of self-help gurus and pop psychologists everyone puts so much stock on these days. Nor does It express Itself through sex or body consciousness. It works via a wholly other transcosmic realm of activity

Spirit carries no airs and graces, displaying no arrogance or snobbery. The prime directive is Love and Service, following cosmic rules and regulations to the letter. In action Spirit is forthright and to the point. Scripture records the activities of Spirit in the affairs of mankind, scribed by those moved by Spiritual Presence; harbouring zero desires for prestige or any fears of losing their life, money or livelihood by proclaiming profound truths most people didn't like - or understand.

Only those up their own ass (or someone else's ass) ignore the Paragon Insight of Inspired Scripture.

Please scroll on down for my take on the "New Age."

(All Pics featured herein are taken by me or the Hubble Space Telescope. Everything without quotation marks written by me). 

Tuesday, 3 March 2015

The "New Age"

Spirit is Omnipresent: behind every heartbeat, closer than our very breath;  powering the core of the sun, and of every star. Spirit sustains and moves the entire Universe. The Universe depends upon Spirit for it’s whole and continued existence.  Da-Renn.

With regard to the new age, if I thought I had nothing to say I’d say nothing at all. But I do, I have a great many things to say about it and those perpetuating it. My shy, retiring nature may not be apparent but I prefer to melt into the background and observe people and events, disliking getting directly involved. I'm going right against my natural constitution by steppin' up.

It's by no means plain sailing; the calm etheric waters of life are unusually squally of late. There is strong resistance to expressing real Spirit that isn't of my own psychology, I've endured periods of psychic oppression, even attack because of the thoughts and feelings I'm compelled to express - seriously. There are nefarious preternatural forces for whom the new age is a priceless commodity, and insidious esoteric adversaries intent on beating us down and knocking us out of the game. It’d be easier keeping my head down and letting the shit fly around, or going into exile. Actually exile sounds the more comfortable option; but no, I feel an uncomfortable yet overriding urge to share my experience and insight. Now is the time as they say.

"We are spiritual beings having a human experience." - Teilhard de Chardin.

I've often quoted Teilhard in conversation with ones of zero or curious spiritual interest. It's a statement I and new agers whole-heartedly agree upon. But what does it mean to be spiritual? Well, a lot of people are having some daft ideas about it.

For the most part, knowing we are spirit beings doesn't mean we are being Spiritual. Right now there's hardly anything truly spiritual about being human aside from make-believe, conceit and vanity. In the distant past our nascent Spirituality suffered a severe collapse we haven't recovered from, creating a profound dichotomy between humanity and Spirit. There's more ancient bulwarking between mankind and Divinity the majority are blissfully unaware of, and more esoteric corruption going on behind the scenes of everyday life the new age proletariat haven't a clue about: blinkered by all the glossy new age sects and dazzling denominations they cannot see the forest for the trees. Large numbers are hugely stuck up in their beliefs, and so many more are frivolous with concepts of spirituality. Mixed with puffed up ideas of personal power and a defensive, arrogant attitude makes for an obnoxious brew

We're all of us modern products of an ancient degradation of the spirit of mankind; from antiquity through to the new age the perception of True Spirit has been deformed in the human mind.

Anyone with eyes to see can ascertain there is something very wrong with the world. I've wrestled with the root cause of the problem most of my life, and in recent years one thing has become very clear: mankind is a fallen race. As such it has lived an incrementally fragmented reality now far removed from native Oneness. Life has become Koyaanisquatsi (out of balance) - spiritually, mentally, socially - it's totally out of whack. You can dress it up nice and pretty but that's how it is.

We are a fallen race living in a fallen world. The holistic fields of nature are fallen state. There are religious connotations I can't avoid, nor will I attempt to do so, I will not strive to indulge or console - it is what it is. I've been involved with new agers most of my life and in full cognizance of the fallen state it is incredibly silly to be gadding about as if someone significant. The exploited masses are in active denial of some harsh spiritual truths: firmly ensconced in material and conceptual comfort zones they listen only to what they wanna hear, preferring to have their ears tickled, their auras inflated like gaudy balloons, rather than hearken to an uncomfortable Light. The default mind of mankind is several levels below where it originally was, and those professing enlightenment aren't genuinely higher - merely attaining a more rarefied delusion. Our awareness of Divinity is drastically reduced, things are so off-kilter even love seperates us.

Mankind displays a fallen state spirituality rife with deceit and delusion.

Basically everyone is full of shit.

And we can't elevate ourselves out of the shit by raising kundalini or developing psychic abilities.

Such inherently narcissitic shit only promotes further spiritual obscurity. 

Mankind was given dominion over the earth and the power to subdue it; but that dominion was taken away, the power significantly reduced and subverted. The dominion/powers we now possess are pale imitations of those halcyon times. After long ages of twisted truths and distorted energy fields we have to be super careful, for we're no better than small children playing with dangerous supernatural fire - encouraged by some quite irresponsible alien foster parents.

Whetted by potent concoctions of world and self-deceptions, an awful lot of spiritual irresponsibility and embezzlement is going on these days. People are taking reckless liberties with metaphysics left, right and centre. For all the new age style self-interest there is massive self-delusion: we retain a degree of psychic power, but what power we have is used for personal gain, egoic pursuits and frivolities. Exerting our fallen will upon a Divinely divorced world only causes further disharmony, even chaos in the long term. For the most part we really don't know what we're doing, yet anything we do is recorded: every thought, word and deed - nothing is lost, everything is retained. For all the talk of carbon footprints what about the psychic ones? They're much more serious and far reaching. For all the supposed higher awareness there abounds high ignorance. Like eveything else in the world the psychic arena is replete with deception: compounded by a stealthy esoteric dupery endemic to the spiritual darkness we are so immersed within.

We can't do what the fuck we like without consequencies. It just doesn't do to wanna manipulate - to "hack" - reality to satisfy our base Spiritually immature needs, desiring to feel powerful and in control amid an unnatural world. Our original priorities were completely compromised and millions are cavorting into the hands of a multidimensional tyranny playing the freedom card, masquerading as cosmic consciousness.

To avoid cognitive dissonance, mankind is esoterically and exoterically compartmentalized.

We live in a domain of deep-seated deceptions. The ancient Rishis referred to it as Māyā (Sanskrit माया māyā), literally meaning "illusion" and "magic" - which is only half the truth. Mostly in play is Avidya or personal delusion and cognitive limitation: "the entrenched misunderstanding of ourselves and the world. The effect of avidya is to suppress the real nature of things and present something else in its place."  We're also dealing with technically advanced unearthly beings operating behind the scenes of everyday life, shaping the fabric of maya for their own ends. Copperfield, Dynamo et al are rank amateurs compared to the dark magicians mankind is constantly confounded by.

I long thought we'd be in the new age by now, but with the wisdom of hindsight I see that was as an illusion, one of many perpetrated by the new age's hidden proprietors to satisfy mankinds fast food holism and psychic consumer mentality.

I've put a lot of emotional investment into the "dawning of the new age" o'er the past 25 years or so, no less than the whole of my being. I’d be just as deliriously happy as any new ager should something Cosmic happen for all to see.  I've long hoped for irrefutable proof of the afterlife or the existence of advanced e.t.s being revealed - quickly changing the thinking of everyone on earth. I hate to be a party pooper but in recent years a Spiritual common sense has alighted upon me, bringing confirmation the human terms new age long hoped for is not going to dawn. It may appear to for a time but will not endure for it is rooted in lies. Truly earth shaking disclosures cannot happen while the ancient systemic and psychic infrastructures are still holding sway. Removng them would reveal a Reality so shockingly impersonal it's a good thing for the general populace (and new agers) they're still in place. Dispensing with the ancient esoteric foundations our modern world stands upon would lead to utter chaos.

Entrenched ignorance, bigotry, idiocy, and too many dodgy, psuedo-enlightened demagogues are putting paid to the spiritual age long desired. Suddenly removing the status quo would be a huge shock to a system built upon Spiritual obscurity: wholly dependent on technology and materialism. Without the steady hand of righteous Divine Intervention life would quickly descend into anarchy.

Over the past four years a new Awareness has alighted upon me. As a result my point of view has shifted immensely, often conflicting old ways of thinking. I've beat myself up and prayed hard about it. I'm transitioning to a different way of thought, and a clearer Light. I'm swimming way upstream, and so against the grain I get splinters. Occasionally, cooling breezes of Presence and Comfort descend from above. If I didn't get those I wouldn't carry on with this...

The new age comprises a lot of people being very creative with pretences of spirituality. Attitudes within both the new age and conspiracy worlds are attaining fascist level these days; dictatorships are commonplace and typical of mankind's fallen state delusions, but in their case seeing through the darkness isn't the same as seeing Light, seeing the bullshit isn't the same as Seeing Truth

In spite of what leading new agers say, I see the darkness getting deeper, it's grip tightening on the psyche of mankind. If people insist on happiness and prosperity under the terms of this world, not of Spirit, and continue to confuse the two - the grip can only become tighter. The extremes of duality and it's relentless distractions are coming at us thick and fast: bombarding us with fantastical notions of spiritual glory and planetary ascension on one hand - terrorism, war and ceaseless waves of vacuous trivia on the other.

It's been remarked I'm going against my own kind by disparaging the new age. Heck no, I love my own "kind" (more or less) I love them like family. I feel deep love and compassion for my fellow wo/man.  I'm not going against them, I'm using long familiarity to shed some light on the whole affair - and I'm sure a lot of folks aren't gonna like me for it. It breaks my heart saying the things I say - but I have to say! I've noticed reason, rationality and objectivity are anathema in the new age, analytical and critical thinking are largely ignored and denied.

I find it hard giving of myself over the internet, it really takes it out of me. I'm too sensitive for this shit; but I'm resigned to my dharma and have to go with gut instinct about the whole new age malarky. Copious amounts of otherwise very intelligent people are being suckered with sticky new age woo. There are some lovely folks involved in the new age, and many others not so. There are some insufferable dorks putting themselves about, some stupid ones, and some dangerously deluded nutjobs too. Many heart's are in the right places, there's plenty of sincerity; but also bags of delusion, gullibility, and a rampant naivety I too am guilty of to a large degree.

There's a whole lotta bullshit goin' on.


A Spiritual age is coming sooner or later, of that I'm certain; but it will not conform to new age thought. This planet is under such an esoteric darkness it'll be an entirely different affair from current human perspectives. It‘s all about Spirit you see, not the flesh, and therein lies the crux of the ongoing deceit.

I've spent my adult life denying the hard down to earth, working class family background. These days I'm grateful to it for helping me see through the bullshit.

I have an early memory of waking up in my crib and looking through the wooden bars into the bright sunlight shining through the bedroom window. I now see the bars as symbolic of the restraints of the world; but in that bright morning light, that's where I truly belonged, within it's Greater Freedom. 

I grew up during the 70's in a small town in Lancashire, North West England. Although hating school like a prison I had a fairly happy childhood with a good, loving mother. I wasn't a healthy child though, disliking like proper food or fruit. I absorbed mostly stodgy, starchy grub and the merry assortment of chemically laden 1-2p sweets and sugary fizzy drinks readily available in the local shops. My father was into smoking 20+ strong, unfiltered woodbine cigarettes a day (I used to play with the smoke) and a frequent drunk. His food choices were startling by todays standards, deeply ignorant, full of the worst kind of fats and - along with the excessive smoking and drinking - resulted in his premature death of a massive heart attack at the relatively young age of 51.

Since I was a kid I felt different, sort of misplaced.  Around the age of 4 I remember the inner surety of living forever; it came a disturbing shock to be informed by the school teacher one day that eventually I would die. I disliked normal stuff other kids were into; sports, football etc. I was fascinated by ghosts, the unknown, the unexplained, anything out of the ordinary. I sensed something better, something Greater going on somehow being hidden from us. There must be an alternative to the spiteful folk I sometimes encountered, and the mundanity of life in general, the illness, disease and finality of death hanging over all. I retreated into fantasy, sci-fi, superheroes and classic/modern films and developed an eclectic taste in music. As a teenager I grew my hair, smoked dope, drank a lot and took magic mushrooms/acid trips. My older brother is completely different, total establishment: joining the royal marines after leaving school, fighting for Thatcher in the Falklands war and eventually become a high ranking policeman. These days he's retired, become a rampant tory and wants to be an MP.  The way he's goin on it wouldn't surprise me if he became Prime Minister.

At age 12 I read a book on life after death (I know not from whence it came) that made complete sense and verily thrilled my soul.  As a teenager I loved reading deep esoteric knowledge; eagerly absorbing books by Carlos Castaneda, Vera Stanley Alder,  Dr. Paul Brunton et al, and regularly visited the local library to browse the works of Blavatsky, Ouspensky and Alice A Bailey; the inner desire for Truth led me to a couple of interesting people early on. One of them directed me to a friday evening Satsang occuring regularly close to my flat. The satsangs were about expressing personal experiences of Prem Rawat (Maharaji's) Knowledge techniques and - totally intrigued at the age of 18 - I got into meditation. My enthusiasm briefly caught on to some friends and acquaintances but they soon turned away to other things, settling back into the ways of the world. I was pretty much out on my own back then (still am), for the most part the folks around me couldn't relate to such things and generally laughed it off, thinking me a bit weird  :)  I was known around town as Cosmic Daz....

I never got on with my dad, for the reasons given above he related more to my older brother. I used to talk about spirit stuff in the couple of years leading up to his sudden demise, but he was a staunch atheist, adamant there was nothing after death. One morning - a week after he died - I was lying in bed half asleep half awake when he suddenly appeared by my bedside dressed in his going fishing clothes, bending down towards me with a sense of "You were right...." the feeling of his presence was very strong: I sat up, hugging him back, tears a flowing. He then disappeared. I'd been given proof of the afterlife, and the thrill of it stayed with me all day long...

The early nineties brought dramatically shifting paradigms via some far out writers:  David Icke, Jose Argüelles, James Redfield, Solara's 11:11, Shirley MacLaine, Ken Carey to name just a few. At one time my long coffee table was covered 2 to 3 new age books deep, I couldn't get enough. I was led to believe a new spiritual age was right around the corner. We're all God was the shout (still is): "if you seek to be one of the chosen, simply choose yourself."  Heady stuff.

I attended 11:11 workshops and other ascension groups, and perceived myself an angel incarnate upon earth: inwardly seeing my astral self holding high a Flaming Sword, a Golden Sun Disc spinning in my heart, Spiraling Magenta Energy emanating from my third eye. Around '93 there were loads of channeling tapes being recorded, re-recorded and circulated around; I listened intently to the respected channelers of the day communicating with beings claiming to be Sananda (Jesus), various Ascended Masters, Archangels and the assorted 5th Dimensional Space Commanders such as Ashtar, Monka, Kryon et al.  Feeling like a stranger in a strange land I was totally up for Cosmic Consciousness and believed their message, painstakingly typing out and printing loads of channelings and Ascension information (this was before the internet took off) carrying them around to give away whenever people seemed interested. I hitch-hiked a lot and gave them to the drivers picking me up. I pilgimaged to stone circles, sacred hills, and often to Glastonbury: quickly making friends living in the town I could stay with. Climbing the Tor many times I even slept on it on 3 or 4 occasions, I experienced a couple of wild acid trips up there, full of occult imagery - all in all as thoroughly absorbing the "Avalonian" energies as anyone could.

The channeled beings were in unison, reporting the imminent Ascension of earth and mankind. The science of ascension was revealed to us in quantum detail: it all seemed plausible, inevitable even - and very exciting. It would occur in three waves of dimensional migration they said, the first wave (144,000 of 'em) coming back to show everyone else how it's done...

I wasn't alone in believing, it was the spirit of the time, I had friends and acquaintances believing the same things. Informing everyone about my beliefs, I once asked my mother not to be worried if I suddenly went missing - 'cos I’d really have Ascended (via the first wave) to a Higher Dimension.  

One time back in '94 my friends received a channeling stating the Ashtar Command would appear on t.v. on a certain day at a certain time in the evening: and there we were waiting like dorks for something that didn't (and wasn't) gonna happen. 

What a chump I could feel if I allowed myself to! Some people disliked me 'cos of all that shit. Many years later I’m still here, the new age isn’t here, I look around at regular folk to be certain of that: they’re still the same, they just got better technology.

The world continued normally and doubts began to surface. In the late nineties I entered a time of existential and physical crises, traversing an extremely difficult period of 3-4 years. In mid '97 weird leafy/petal like cellular mutations began forming on my skin, and then about a year later I felt a heavy dragging sensation in my testicles. Oh shit: I could feel lumps that weren't supposed to be there: the horror! After some months stressing and much denial I felt a lump in my neck below my chin, and began feeling tight pain in the armpits and discomfort in the lungs, progressing to regular sweats after eating, light headedness and shortness of breath.  I mentioned this in passing to one or two incredulous friends but told no one else: speaking of it - I reasoned - would give the disease  more power. With zero support I prayed hard and prayed some more, fluctuating between negatives and positives; all the while desperate to get on with my life as best I could. Nothing could stop me attending music festivals and partying on occasion, not even a terminal disease. In that sorta situation you gotta stay in a fervent attitude of prayer and try to be happy as can be.

There stands a lovely little isolated 17th century church (picture above) with a spiritual presence not far from where I live in Oxford, surrounded by farmland and meadows. It is never locked, and I walked there regularly during my illness to pray and meditate. Even at night I would walk the long dark lanes to light a candle on the altar and sit and pray in front of it.  Walking there one night I looked up to dimly discern a huge white cloud in the shape of a Tau Cross with a massive fluffy white heart sitting on top. I took it a positive sign  :)

It was quite the frightening time thinking I was going to die. I wasn't afraid so much for myself as for my mother. She'd already suffered the death of my oldest brother at age 6 when I was still a baby; looking after me helped get her through the loss, losing me would be devastating to her heart, I did not want to give her my death - I had to stay alive for her. No way did I want to see a doctor for tests and have grim confirmation of my worst fears. There was a chance I was being dangerously irresponsible, but I chose not to have that sort of awful certainty, instead I spent a small fortune on alternative health products (definitely helping in the long run) gaining some positive results with oxygen/mineral products early on, the leafy growths melting away was encouraging; but the anxiety and other more stubborn symptoms continued. I put faith in Spiritual healing, prayed to GOD and trusted in guidance. To cut a very long story short: the growths, lumps and nauseas eventually disappeared and - although the road of life has been a little bumpy for reasons other than physical health - since then I feel better and younger than ever :-)

Aside from the positives regarding my health, I'm a prime example of  the inherent gullibility of new agers, the susceptibilty of youth and their piss easy manipulation 

"Spirits narrate things wholly false, and lie. When spirits begin to speak to man, care should be taken not to believe them, for most everything they say is made up by them, and they lie; so if we permitted them to relate what Heaven is, and how things are in Heaven, they would tell so many falsehoods, and with such strong assertion that man would be astonished; wherefore it was not permitted me when spirits were speaking to have any belief in what they stated. They love to feign. Whatever may be the topic spoken of, they think they know it, and if man listens and believes, they insist, and in various ways deceive and seduce."  - Swedenborg

Sounds like what's been happening o'er the past 150 years or so, spoken by the great grandaddy of the spiritualist movement. Dr. John Dee of the Elizabethan era (no stranger to the odd delusion of grandeur) at the end of his life suspected the archangels he'd communicated with - which imparted complex knowledge and gave a series of bizarre requests - were lying fallen angels. 

As it happens, the best place to begin collapsing (in our minds) the new age artifice is with the popular phenomenon of channeling. I'm not gonna hold back potentially offensive impressions laid upon my heart and mind about any form of spiritual belief, instead I'm gonna express the insights that have been with me for pretty much my entire life but had to suppress, yet have grown strong o'er the last 5 years or so - stimulated by a Brighter Light and the living waters of a Greater Spirit.

People are always saying let people believe what they want to believe, but there are a lot of factors telling me this is not a time to hold back, not a time to be complacent. Apparently we're living in the late end-time period. That may or may not be the case yet many determinants are suggesting we are: either we are or everyone carries on bullshitting all the way of the world. What is certain is no new age is dawning, not the way new agers think anyway. It may appear to for a time but will not last, for it's more New World Order than a genuine spiritual age and rooted in lies. It would be a dereliction of duty as a lifelong Spiritual aspirant to hold back. 

If you consider yourself enlightened you won't be offended by me 😜

A more recent example of the extremes of tenacious new age naivety is the channeler Blossom Goodchild. She claims to communicate with the "Federation of Light," who informed her of the impending appearance of their mother ships in earths skies, scheduled for the morning of Oct 14th 2008.  There was a lot of positivity leading up to the day, all possible obstructions had been anticipated they said, nothing could stop them from proceeding: NOW was the time... was all systems GO!!

But alas! like the ascension predictions of the nineties, it didn’t happen - just the usual lame excuses. Even she was confused and downhearted after the huge non-event, that massive spiritual faux pas; yet she soon got back to channeling and sending out their messages of love 'n' light regularly by e-mail. She advocates the new age philosophy of truth not being your truth if it feels uncomfortable (total bullshit). The Feds not turning up sure was an uncomfortable truth for her, and so she actively denies it. She seems a lovely woman but is being deceived, and passing on the deception to a pathologically naive humanity yearning for some high power to come along - tell them how amazing they are and enlighten them.

(Update re Blossom Goodchild: I received an email on Oct 14th 2016 wherein she's reflecting about the great non event 8 years on, declaring many people witnessed the federation ships back in '08!  She's blanked out the blunder and embraced active denial).

Faith in channeling is altogether a misplaced faith. 

I wasn’t emotionally attached to the possibility of the Fed's revelation by the way, not after the nineties experience; just an interested observer with one eyebrow raised. It only helped accentuate my current resolve. Discarnate entities are no longer my thing, no matter how funny or illustrious a being they claim to be. Aside from numerous truth negating human factors such as fraud, personal avidya, implicit bias, mental/emotional filtering and pure error, the messages propagate false hope and pander to spiritual narcissism, spreading psuedo-science and psycho-babble through the eager throngs: which I'm sure is great for those making money and prestige from such contrived absurdities, but not for those diligently searching out and discovering True Spirit - and the serious shit said Spirit reveals.

"Beloved, believe not every spirit, but try the spirits whether they are of God: because many false prophets are gone out into the world."

"Do not be deceived by enticing words..."

People become starry eyed nutters over channeled beings and the fake news they bring, spiritual vanities preclude further investigation; they've invested a lot of emotion and belief in the practice and can't accept it's an artful esoteric masquerade, refusing to dredge deep enough in the mud to discern the kidology: thinking it has to be well intentioned and for the evolution/ascension of humanity. But it's an insidious farce they really need to get over as a trustworthy source of data about the cosmos or our spiritual situation. It took me a long time to accept that channeling simply isn't aligned with the Light of Spirit, and is no longer a valid source of Spiritual Truth. Aside from anything else, my lifelong exposure tells me channelers are communicating with highly motivated deceptive entities, and more: they are allowing possession of their bodies.

How low we have fallen.

When you really think about it (use your head sorta thing) it's a deceitful act hiding behind humans to impart cosmic messages. In ancient times divine messengers "Angels of the Lord" appeared physically or with Great Glory - they even ate with people. Their reports were serious business, startling and transforming stuff with almost immediate fulfillment. Until those channeled beings reveal themselves and show their true colors I'm not gonna believe anything they say, and I see no reason why I should.  Enough is e fucking 'nuff....

They've had plenty of time to produce the goods, so far they've produced only sweet sounding hollow words. 

I'm sure I'll say more on the subject but suffice it to say (for now) channeling is bullshit, and the new age is built on it.

It was all happening back in the nineties, 'cept it wasn't. Apparently it's all happening today, 'cept it isn't - not the way new agers think anyway. Our future is in no way gonna be love & light the new age way, for this age is under the darkest deception of all. When what's gonna happen does (finally) happen it won't be pleasant for billions of people. It'll be a profound shock to multitudes realising they've as good as sold their souls to the devil.

A gamut of astute self-styled metaphysicians are emerging out of the woodwork these days (loose cannons all of 'em) making shit up as they go along, walking according to their own wisdom or repeating the utterances of ancient spirits, demanding money for "fresh" liberating insights, their many followers reverently hanging onto every word and gesture as if something profound is happening. Whenever guidance from ascended masters is posited my inner alarm bells ring loud. People who are guided by such beings are mugs of the highest order.

Popular new ager Matt Khan is one such a mug. The "buddha in blue jeans" (ha ha) claims to be informed by ascended masters, which doesn't surprise me because he gushes the same old - same old - ascension rhetoric I've heard most of my life, with some "radical" fancy adornments and a large indulgent dollop of schmaltz on top; offering the date of 27th September 2015 (coinciding with the final super/blood moon tetrad: a series of significant lunar eclipses occuring over two years on jewish sacred holidays) for the beginning of ascension and our new angelic forms. He's claiming for the new age a sign of hebrew scripture that actually foretells the end-time period and the Great and dreadful day of YHWH. He proclaims one third of humanity is now heart connected to the 5th dimension. Well sorry to be differently informed mate, but I don't see upwards of two and a half billion people are so connected at all. What he's doing is employing the usual new age psychobabbles and fluffy love n light bastardisations of scripture people fall for so easily: telling them what they want to hear, tickling itching ears. When you think about it and don't blindly accept everything he says, the amount of people into new age beliefs is around a billion at a stretch, and most of them are full of shit.

One of Khan's teachings is this: whatever arises - love that. Love everything that arises in your fallen state mind, even the stupid shit! That is misleading teaching. The idea that we can solve everything by loving is so self-conceited and dim-witted it's pathetic: a naive, fallacious philosophy. Loving shit is accepting shit not transforming (or transcending) shit - for "everyone doing sin is a servant of sin." The concepts he and many new agers preach arise from the premise that there is no judgement, that we are innocent ultimately godly beings in control of our destinies, that we create our own reality: but there is, we aren't and we don't. Take off your violet tinted specs - or whatever fancy new age colour eye wear you have on - have a good look around and see for sure we're far from being gods. Another thing Khan says is: Spiritual truth will not transform the planet, only goodness will; completely negating the scriptural statement: "and you shall know the truth and the truth shall set you free" - a statement often misunderstood (or twisted to suit personal belief systems).

A lot of hoo-ha was made of some of his videos going viral on youtube. Viral is the correct terminology for new age viruses such as him. Conspiracy folks love internet analogies, modern tech and the world wide web more or less reflect our fallen psycho-scientific reality: those spouting Khan style chimerical bullshit are no more than malicious malware insidiously inserted into all our lives. 

A few years ago I woulda eagerly lapped up Matt Kahn's seductive, ear tickling "teachings;" but now there's a new Spirit within me, one that flat out rejects his sorta artful inner guff. I'll elucidate what that Spirit is, and how the unearthly beings running this planetary show are in the ancient business of pretending to be light beings/ascended masters and what have you - for purposes of distorting Spiritual and scriptural truth...'s always been about that for them. 


The pre-programmed alarm tones of our Spiritual Life apps are sounding out, and becoming progressively louder folks. Time to wake up.  I mean REALLY WAKE UP.

"For there shall arise false Christs, and false prophets, and shall shew great signs and wonders; insomuch that, if it were possible, they shall deceive the very elect."

New agers are generally ignorant of what scripture revealed thousands of years ago, telling us all we need to know about Spirituality and the age (or any age) we live in; their manifold conceits compel them to look for "new" revelations to render scripture obsolete - anything other than face the actual Truth.

"Scripture threatens their comfort zones; they've gathered all of their ideas and put them in a box: this is how everything is, don't mess with it or you'll scare me. They don't wanna upset their own applecart and refuse to love the Truth. Instead they're in love with the world and they don't like the Light shining on their darkness." - Alan Horvath. 

I wasted years flirting with the new age; observing the high flyers with smiling faces, hanging onto the grand forecasts and promises of redemption - with zero fulfillment. It's enough to eject the more astute from the comfy new age chair.

By chance or design I have no cosy lucrative attachment to the new age, no vested financial interests and can freely lambaste it without affecting my income levels or sense of Spiritual security. I see the "light" of the new age got to me early - as it does anyone with latent spiritual awareness - covering me with a leeching, bogus substitute. 


It was an auspicious year long coming, but at last the always in the future 2012 came and went with nary a psychic shift, and - in the best spiritual tradition of ask and ye shall receive - got me praying hard for truth above all else; everybody's truth mind you, somewhat controversially. We share One Truth and One Spirit like we share One Planet inhabiting One Reality, all of us breathe the same air. I don't want my truth or someone else's truth, or any of that bullshit thank you; I want everyone's truth - the One and Only Truth.

An essential Spiritual dynamic operates in our time/space locale, which requires a bordering on desperate desire to know the truth to even begin finding it. Otherwise we're free to accept anything that comes to us, anything that "feels good"  - true or false. We ordinarily accept the feel good things in life - without question - as our truth; but I'm sorry folks, I don't care what fancy holistic system you follow, in this fallen world of lies we are not or own criterion of truth.

Accepting only what feels good is just the biggest trap, and how mankind is totally suckered in so many ways - most of the time.

I needed Truth, and I wasn't finding it in the self-centred "feel good" first new age. I became despondent, even suspicious of hinduism. I've been meditating and contemplating for years and years, through intermittent Joy, tears and transcendence. The Brahmic consciousness I dipped in and out of isn't all it's cracked up to be, it certainly isn't conducive to a harmonious relationship with a fallen state material and social reality (aside from one of strong delusion). It's an almighty cop out really: the upper upper up levels of self are verily saturated with a grandiose spirit of delusion, a presence all too apparent in many of the so called guru's and teachers of the last couple centuries.

I've always been sure there is One True God that isn't me; and post 2012 - full of my own spirit yet utterly despairing of the new age - prayed hard to be filled with His or Her Love, Light and Truth. Little did I know I would begin slowly filling with the Ruach ha'Qodesh. As a result I've undergone a new age detoxification and my perspectives have unexpectedly changed, or realigned to what I've always sensed deep down within, an anomalous awareness that often alienated friends and acquaintances (living like they belong to the world and are comfortable within it).

I noticed something markedly transmundane within or about me (I wasn't sure which) after the last super/blood moon tetrad of Sept 2015 mentioned above, which synchronistically coincided with the first gravity wave ever recorded - the earth literally passing through a space/time warp. The tetrad was especially significant to the hebrews/jews, for each blood moon occurred on a Jewish sacred festival/holiday - a truly biblical level sign in the heavens. The preternatural awareness grew stronger around February 2016 - whence it made itself known as the Holy Spirit. For future reference I'm guided to use original aramaic/hebrew language as it seems to carry Divine Power, and will regularly refer to the Holy Spirit as the Ruach ha'Qodesh.

I've noticed lots of people claiming to wield truth about this, that or the other, they swear blind they have it; but there is only one source of unalloyed Truth: the Ruach ha'Qodesh. The Ruach is the Spirit of All-Truth. 

Having said that I'm no spiritual snob, just telling it like it is. The need for truth whatever the cost has brought forth impressions and insights I'm urged to share, even if it goes against sacred beliefs (my own included) and I lose “friends” in the process.  I've noticed some of 'em covering their ears already: deleting comments I make, unfriending me on facebook; one high profile lady even blocked me 'cos I cast doubt on her pleiadian e.t. beliefs - I bet it made her feel powerful 😉 It hurts when they unfriend but it only confirms the inner bullshit-ometer: that fantasy is ubiquitous in them, that they're just so many ego-inflated divas and not as spiritual as they like to project.

Advanced technologies, materialistic comforts and puffed up ideas of self have made many people snooty and arrogant: they're so off in fantasia stating the bleedin' obvious is a radical act.

I have reasons to say what I say, an inner compulsion with a goal in mind. These aren't solely my own views either, but the Ruach dwelling within; which confirms hunches and emboldens me to speak over the reticence to do so. Leading new agers are - to put it mildly - uppity. Mention we're a fallen race with attendant delusions and sparks will fly. Their curt response tells of the control freakery I see so much of today. Being so firm in their beliefs - within Spirit - what's the problem? They're influencing many souls and - sticking their head above the crowd - should be prepared to take shots, let their followers make up their own minds. But no, there's no fault in them; they're full of themselves and demand it all their own way, an absolute need to be right. Such people are sweetness and light when you're agreeing with them, but question them - or dare cross them - and they put the blockers on and hope the aberration is quashed. It only strengthens my convictions they are closed minded, self-righteous spiritual snobs - revealing a hidden nasty streak if you even brush against their precious boundaries.

God knows no boundaries (only those we put up): seems all the human gods and goddesses do though! What's inside the boundaries they wanna protect so much? A whole lotta fallen state sex bullshit and systemic programming that needs transcending, not protecting. It's usually women reacting against men via their "inner goddess" (ha ha) - their conditional love compasses conveniently pointing to themselves. I perceive prideful, hardened hearts displaying such off handed dismissiveness because of deep rooted avidya, spiritual vanity and personal upsets they only think they've transcended but haven't. Failed romantic relationships glossed over with new ones, a quasi- love 'n' light persona sprinkled on top.

Proud and arrogant people cannot accept correction from anyone, and they certainly do not align themselves with Truth because they do not want to be held accountable.

I find it difficult logging onto social networking sites and reading their many and frequent posts the way they go on - as if fonts of All Wisdom - but I don't close my mind and remain cautiously open-hearted. I feel strongly we're here to teach and correct each other. If we let new agers run around thinking they possess unique knowledge left unchallenged then we get the hosts of nose in the air pretensions and bullshit demeanors I see too much of today.

"So the universe is not quite as you thought it was. You'd better rearrange your beliefs, then. Because you certainly can't rearrange the Universe." - Isaac Asimov.

That could apply to new agers with a bit of tweaking:

So Spiritual Reality is not quite as you thought it was. You'd better rearrange your beliefs, then. Because you certainly can't rearrange Spirit. 

Yet many of 'em try to do just that; fashioning Spirit after themselves - under their terms

I've noticed new ager's seek out information agreeing with their puffed up love 'n' light personas, denying anything significantly contradictory. When presented with contrary information it's talk to the hand 'cos the face isn't listening. In other words fuck off and leave me to my carefully cultivated conceits, I'm doing very well by them: this bubble is not for bursting. Underneath the faux facades there's so much baggage it's unbelievable.  

I'm open to changing my mind, the question is are they? Doesn't look like it, accountability is beneath them: total self-absorption in a NUTshell.  

It's no surprise they receive most of their information from ego pandering discarnate entities masking their true identities, posturing as good guys. The bullshit rubs off.  Their pride stems from one of the oldest of lies: that we can be as God. It's an alluring lie beguiling pretty much all new agers. I'm here to help reveal the dynamics of an authentic Spirituality rooted wholly in humility. Those leaders of men need to grab onto a firm hook of humility to prevent them falling through the thin ice they're standing on. 

I've been all through the new age and out it's ass. Post 2012 I've analysed it with a hard down to earth northern english mentality I used to deny, and found it severely wanting. Truthwise it's a stomach bloated with malnutrition.

New agers constantly try to figure out how spirit works in their lives, imagine loads of BS in the process - then write lots of books about it. They fail to transcend what they want to be true in order to realise what IS. Pulling our head out our ass in pursuit of the Truth we begin to sense a Greater, more Glorious Will than our own.

The new age was a necessary learning curve: Spirit-nav set to the future Now...

I've noticed the faux spiritualisaton of the material system. Something is so profoundly missing from life that people have no choice but to console themselves within the secular world. During alternative music and green festivals, lectures are put on for learning "spiritual" economics and politics. WTF? New age folks are brazenly pompous in their desire to elevate our inherited social/economic institutions to Divine levels. Let's spiritualise cash everybody, it's the only logical and comfortable conclusion for the bullshit we're born into. But you can't spiritualise bullshit my dears, there's no alchemical process for turning shit into gold - no matter how hard you look for one.

In spite of the strong distortions of maya, Spirit ever tries to attract our attention and guide our walk. The new age hasn't knocked out my inner convictions, I know spirit is real by insight and experience.

The astral/spirit realms - constructed on many levels - are the eventual reality of everyone alive. For a few years now I've had the strong desire to know the reality Spirit follows in Eternity, free of the flesh. Answers are always forthcoming. There are Laws in Spirit the same as the material universe - Harmonic Laws set forth in Perfect Wisdom and Divine Love - whether we like it or not.

From our perspective Spirit moves in mysterious ways, but It always moves with righteous, unerring Will and clear intent. If we're open Spirit can be dramatic within human affairs; but we must maintain a constant attitude of prayer and inner guardedness - 'cos there's a whole lotta lies mixed in with the truth.

It's amazing being Alive. It's a miracle to be conscious and aware like we are; but most people take it for granted, and humanity is very selective in it's appreciation. With regards to life most people don't know they're even born. They've been led far away from the sense of the Miraculous and life has been made to seem purely scientific: a chance event in a cold, impersonal cosmos; a mechanical, matter of fact state of affairs, we all evolved from primordial soup and there's really nothing more to it. We're reduced to a carbon based electro-chemical brew up.

Because of the inherently supernatural, miraculous content (and Divine Revelation), I've always had an affinity with "christian" scripture.  Educated in a Methodist school you might like to think I'm indoctrinated (I've been accused of it) but you'd be wrong. With new age haughtiness I rejected it for many years: I didn't need that shit, I was an emerging god for christ's sake, I could find truth in a telephone directory or on a biscuit tin. The same attitude is highly prevalent today, to greater or lesser degrees. Original - inspired - christianity was bastardised by alien minds, becoming churchianity on purpose; the living Words of Yahshua (Jesus) and the apostles boxed up and constrained wthin religious settings; yet the essential Truth shines through for those with eyes to see and ears to hear (and a heart to understand). As it happens scripture throws a bright clear light over the "new" age fraud.  

Scripture is both literal and symbolic; but I do not shy away from suggestions to the literal. Spirit is beyond time/space and miraculous by our current conceptual paradigms. I was surprised and concerned when my guidance verily pushed me to look closer at scripture post 2012.  Jeepers I thought, this isn't gonna be popular, Hebrew scripture is set apart from everything else before or after, and entirely exclusive; but I didn't dismiss it, I opened to see where it led. I know new agers very well and there are pride filled ones who will turn right away, close their minds, dismiss outright or inwardly (and outwardly) scoff, a bunch of rejection emotions coming into play: knee jerk reacting, looking down their noses thinking they know better; but I'm going with Spirit over bullshit in this. I understand the common sense, practical vision of Holy Writ, heed the timeless teachings and take note of the compelling examples of dynamic Spirituality.

It's not a matter of believing what I want to believe. I didn't want to believe exclusively in christian style spirituality, but that's where the Ruach has led me. Time to practice humility!

Time is short, time to jettison the accumulated, modish conceits of our latter days and get into some sound, vital teaching and instruction. With the eyes of the Ruach it turns out scripture sings of Divine Revelation and an actual Freedom willfully overlooked by the vain and headstrong, and spat upon by the prideful and arrogant. It's become apparent scripture is exclusive for good reason: because the world is so fucking dark with a myriad of sneaking deceptionsI can see the world's systems and psychologies set up against the Truth. If you seek for inconsistencies and contradictions in scripture you'll certainly find, just as looking for Harmony and Truth reveals an abundance of that. The energy of your intent flows where your attention goes, returning either Truths or falsehood.

A lot of it was hidden to me before, but now I easily bypass the new age deceptions, Spiritual Insight is confirming the Truths of scripture. 

The earth is a madhouse of conflicting viewpoints and diverse opinions; if I can I wanna (try) help reconcile a rigid, dogmatic christianity with new age sensibilities and free thinking; and to guide anyone disillusioned to the point of atheism by the stuffy religious denominations and new age sects presented to us today. Uphill work. Like it or not, Hebrew/judeo-christian scripture contains some of the profoundest, uncomplicated, most faith filled wisdom there is or ever will be, comprising sagacious advice for living in real Spirit in these darkest of times.

Anyone truly open hearted and not overcome with pride, public status, reputation or boundaries will receive. Over the years I've been deep into meditation, eastern mysticisms and many a saint, sage or yogi. These days I look to those only for comparing with what the indwelling Ruach impresses upon me me, and it's alarming stuff. The ones I look to held Biblical scripture in high regard and oft quoted them. I'm drawn to verses hardly touched upon.

I see the world was given a very special gift in Yahshua, and look at his life and  teachings with new eyes of late.  His was a Heart Message for the ages...

" in him was life; and the life was the light of men."

It is the Spiritual death of people that stops them from recognising that Life, it is the darkness within them that prevents perception of that Light

The entire world system and psychology is a defence against that Light

New agers look everywhere apart from Yahshua, or they twist His Words to suit themselves.

Reading the Gospels closer - with an open Heart - they contain many details that ring so very true; the Ruach tells me they're true regardless of any pursuasive modern thinking to the contrary, or those "Zeitgeist" proponents with all the bullshit of the world they're influenced by. Zeitgeist means spirit of the age or time, but this age is wholly overshadowed by dark spirits: the dark forces run all through the "truth" movement....

If you're at all acquainted with Spirit you'd realise the words and deeds of Yahshua weren't invented for purposes of control, they were spoken and acted by one who knew and lived the highest Spiritual Truth. 
The rest of hebrew scripture records a multilayered Spiritual dynamic amazing to comprehend. In the dogged, lifelong need for truth about the human/Divine relationship, the Ruach was revealed within me (but not until I was ready) providing insights and escorting me to scripture - which came alive like never before. I read of Ones Allied with the Most High Spirit, for what they said would happen, did happen. No excuses, no backtracking, just Miracles abounding: the Will and Word in Action and Glorious Fulfilment - no messin about. Those sort of Interventions are sorely lacking in the world today, and why many people prefer to think they're made up stories, or that they're allegories of the heavens or internal spiritual dynamics. The entire OT and Jesus story is an allegory of spiritual awakening according to some. Not true of course, for Yahshua was very real: Divinity in the flesh. The biblical characters and patriarchs were all real, they became examples to future generations, providing vital Spirit charged lessons to mankind. It certainly isn't wise to dismiss them or Yahshua's Life as some sort of made up story, allegory or otherwise...

One of Yahshua's most urgent messages was: "...take heed, let no one deceive you."

Millions upon millions are not taking heed.

Over the past few millennia, instead of true Light we've predominantly received darkness held up as light, the purpose of which is to drive us off course, off the narrow path that leads to Life, effectively disarming our Divine Power and trivialising it.

The discrepancy between our reality and Spirit extends well into the astral realms, deceiving ancient cultures and many a shaman going back to prehistory. Mystical aspirants put a lot of fanciful stock on mesoamerican cultures and peyote inspired visions; but there's no genuine Spiritual insight to be gained from hallucinogens, they're only useful for confirming astral realities and other dimensions. We mustn't trust any beings that appear during a trip, or OOBE for that matter, for it is clear from history that deception is uppermost in their minds. The Olmecs/Aztecs and Mayans tripped their balls off on shrooms, mescaline etc: yet the serpents and other "gods" they shamanically encountered inspired them to - nay demanded - human sacrifice. Those nice luminous serpents, they only have our best interests at heart  ;-)

The new age is a reaction against the truths contained in Scripture.

As I become more sensitive to the Ruach ha' Qodesh I see it clearer everyday. The Ruach is in the world but not of it: the only authentic Light and Clarity amidst the esoteric darkness of this planet. The new age is wholly of the world and nothing to put our faith in; it's a farce really: a heady cocktail of half truths and blatant lies. There's nothing Spiritual or new about the new age, it is the old age repackaged, just recycled paganism wrapped in fascistic pretences of progression. To all intents and purposes the new age is the new world order, and that is not a good thing. Mankind is so fallen and so naive and ignorant it is painful. In our overtly materialistic, flesh obsessed climate we're generally only conscious of a fraction of True Spirit. Basically we're being frequency capped, our highest potential is unable to manifest while the cap is still in place - instead of uncovering Truth we're spawning manifold delusions of grandeur (it's better for the dark lords we continue to do so).

Now's the time to call a spade a spade, not some frickin' space angel from the Nth dimension.

There are many souls awakening from the new age dream and some of 'em are bravely sharing their growing awareness of a psuedo-spiritual light dominating this planet. Cameron Day is one such that - while not in total agreement - cuts close to my own thinking. Here's a link to his blog:

David Icke used to be one. I've watched his ascent since the first turquoise powered Wogan appearance back in the early 90's. These days - although I retain interest for purposes of compare and contrast - I have growing misgivings about him. He's said a lot of things about life here on earth I understand, things I've always felt deep down; but he gets significant things very wrong. Think he can't make mistakes? The Peoples Voice was a big one. Denying Yahshua is a huge misstep. He bangs on about Infinite Love being the only Truth while actively denying One Fully Realised and embodying such Love and Truth. He should understand how the dark forces bastardise and obscure the Truth. Denying Yahshua is to deny the Ruach ha'Qodesh. He comes across vain and arrogant by doing so. In recent years he takes many of his cues from gnosticism, written by ones believing in - however heretically - the living personage of Yahshua.

Icke is simply picking and choosing what he wants to believe, whatever he "resonates" with - dismissing the rest - as if he's a sound, faultless gauge of esoteric truth. But like the rest of us he exists in a fallen state body/mind and thusly fails to resonate with Highest Spirituality. There's a definite whiff of antichrist about him (there are many spirits of antichrist) twisting Yahshua's words when it suits, even titling one of his books "...and the truth shall set you free."  His judgement is clouded by pride and a massive ego, which is no surprise when you remember his "awakening" back around '90 -'91 was initiated by ego stroking ascended masters, or "the guys" as he called them (being on such intimate terms). He's still guided by the guys as it a puppet on a string.

It's important to know the theosophical and channeled roots of the philosophy of David Icke, a man who certainly did think he was the Son of God and really had one of those über delusional messiah complex's - the sort of complex that opens people wide to mega-deceptions. 

Back in the nineties I thought him a breath of fresh aquarian air; in later years I defended him against the ridiculers, detractors and naysayers on forums, talkbacks and youtube videos.... not anymore. 

Spiritual Awareness is like a light that switches on inside us. The earth remains in darkness until sunlight shines upon it, then everything is seen clearly. Likewise we remain in darkness until the Light of Spirit shines within. In the Light we realise consciousness isn't unique to life on earth, it is the cause of all that exists.

So who is behind all the deception, and what are they projecting upon us? Well, we have been informed. There are answers - maybe ones you won't like but there are answers - if you're open to receiving them. I can only paint a rudimentary picture of that which Spirit impresses upon me is behind the monumental time/space maelstrom of coordinated bullshit pervading planet earth. I'm getting down to brass tacks, harking back to why it all started, and it is an ancient business. For more information there are plenty of excellent researchers revealing the devil in the details....Seek and ye shall find.

It ain't all love 'n' light down here folks.  

There's a lot of interest in Ancient Aliens these days and - being into UFO's since I was a kid - I'm certainly partial to entertaining the idea. Scientifically speaking, the Universe is a mind bogglingly HUGE place inhabiting incredibly vast tracts of time and space, at least 13 Billion years old. The Earth is around 4 Billion so there were around 10 Billion years for a heck of a lot to happen before the foundations of Earth were laid, whence: "The morning stars sang together, and all the sons of God shouted for joy."

I know a lot of folks from various scientific and religious backgrounds will be unable to grasp or believe in the supernatural angle. This blog isn't written for them. I'm writing to those who consider themselves spiritual or cosmic people and the more open minded among new agers. A lot of fuss has been made about clandestine powers operating behind the world system: the governmental conspiracies and existence of influential secret societies; but nothing much is known of the atavistic spiritual conspiracy behind it all. 

It's not ancient aliens we're dealing with but Ancient Angels.  

Scripture tells of a falling of angels from Heaven. Some otherwise erudite researchers - somewhat lacking in Spiritual vision - push a purely scientific/genetics spin on said angels (it's all aliens!!) and there is truth - of sorts - in those theories as I'll get to; but I'm firmly in the supernatural camp. We are spirit beings first and foremost - don't forget the big issue 'round these parts is Spirituality.

A great deal may have happened between verse one and two of the book of Genesis. The more correct translation from the aramaic/hebrew reads: "In the beginning God created the Heavens and the earth. And the earth came to be (not was) without form and void." It's called the gap theory. It suggests a destruction of the original earth occurred in the untold amount of years (perhaps thousands, even millions) between the initial verses.

According to scripture we live in a Universe created by One True God, and - for reasons I will divulge - I am in complete agreement. There may or may not be many and varied civilisations scattered throughout the cosmos, but there definitely are Super-Conscious realities beyond our four dimensions inhabited by Celestial Beings in Heavens of Pure Light, where no darkness exists, no shadows are cast. Angels are real, fallen angels are real, the original falling away was a spiritual fall: evil began with the angels - particularly one high cherubim - causing a third of them to lose their Heavenly positions and become tightly bound to the lower heavens and our material universe. They were the Watchers and sons of God of scripture. They haven't gone away or died, they are still around, moving with the times, manipulating the times. In our day they are the popular "star beings" - among other things - new agers love to entertain so much. Their intent is never to reveal the actual Truth or to correctly guide and enlighten humanity, but to inveigle and further assimilate us into their cunning plans.

"Human beings are under the control of a strange force that bends them in absurd ways, forcing them to play a role in a bizarre game of deception." - Dr. Jacques Vallee. 

He also said: "We are dealing with a yet unrecognised level of consciousness, independent of man but closely linked to the earth... I do not believe anymore that UFO's are simply the spacecraft of some race (or races) of extraterrestrial visitors. This notion is too simplistic to explain their appearance, the frequency of their manifestations through recorded history, and the structure of the information exchanged with them during contact."

It's become glaringly obvious to me channeled and/or e.t. beings aren't who they say they are. The Book of Enoch reveals the various aliens oft reported are fallen angels or their associates. Contrary to popular belief (always contrary) they haven't arrived from outer space, they inhabit other dimensions and travel interdimensionally. Whether benevolent or no we should not listen to any such beings until they consent to come out and greet us in plain sight, but - given the current metaphysical climate - even then we must be extremely cautious, for the alien visitation/invasion card is a possible move of the powers that be (I can see the millions of starry eyed new agers rushing to welcome them 😲).

Billions of fallen angels were exiled after the misguided insurgence against Elohim. Besotted with their cherubim guru, they fell with him out of alignment with the Harmonies of Spirit. Although fallen they're still immortal, highly intelligent, powerful psychic beings with higher perception and a loftier vista than mankind and thusly a greater advantage. Being corrupted they seek to corrupt in all kinds of ways and means, and did so throughout the ancient world. The sons of God, also known as the Annunaki (those who from heaven to earth came) created their own genetic races: looking upon the daughters of men lustfully and taking them at will; mating with them, spawning powerful, unnatural angel/human hybrids known as the Nephilim: "There were giants in the earth in those days, mighty men which were of old, men of renown."

The Book of Enoch reports the Nephilim - being physical with finite lifespans - became demonic beings after death. The science of anthropology shows that every culture has agreed on the existence of demons and their basic characteristics: of being very evil. Cultures around the world have described possession by these evil entities in their writings, as well as them being especially deceptive and manipulative. The sumerians couldn't agree if their gods were good or evil, but they were unanimous that the demons they dealt with were totally malevolent. The worst are compelled to cause discord, confusion, even destruction by inhabiting and feeding off the living energies emanating from biological beings, usually human.

As reported in scripture and many startling contemporary testimonials, possession is very real and part of an ancient ongoing war for our heart, mind and soul. Yahshua and His disciples cast out demons as a matter of course. A shocking amount of mild to full on possessions are occuring today, within regular folks to high profile celebrities and politicians. They're not all Linda Blair level, you could be mildly possessed and know nothing of it, in fact most people are.

It's open house on mankind folks. We're dealing with massive esoteric corruption, besides demons many deceptive and salacious spirits of varying ranks and powers attach to themselves to humans.

"Units of Divine Light, finer than electrons and other subatomic particles, are the bricks of which matter is composed." - Yogananda.

We are essentially light beings.

"Let there Be Light." The Universe is One Unifying Verse "spoken" into existence and sustained by Omnipotent Will, designed and fashioned with Divine Light. Such Light is the background of creation, containing every bit of information a Universe needs to evolve and, by and large - aside from a few pockets of corruption - it is progressing perfectly.  Everything in existence is made from condensed vibrational gradations of that Original Will-Filled Burst of Word and Light.

In my early 20's I began seeing distinct cones of light distortion flowing from the top of peoples heads, subtly warping the space above the sahasrara chakra. From a distance I could see the distortion encompassed the entire body.  I've noticed the same light emanating from trees, plants, and weirdly even from soldiers in World War II footage, seeing it clearly emanating from bombs, tanks, guns etc. You could argue it's the filmstock of course but I've seen it in modern movies and t.v. shows. I'm suggesting the image of an intelligently manipulated light field - focusing through the people and objects of our world - is being captured. Such light is obstructing our perception of Divine Light

"For now we see through a glass, darkly."

Long, long ago, ancient scientifically advanced beings cast an electromagnetic net over the natural light of earth, overlaying the perceptual fabric of our psycho-spiritual reality, ensnaring the heart/mind of mankind for grandiose purposes of claim and gain. Their sort of intelligence is inhuman (without love and compassion) yet so far in advance of ours they manipulate quantum mechanics and use light technologies - super-intelligent whack jobs lacking empathy or Spiritual sensibilities. The psycho-net is no measurable phenomenon, it operates at the level of the human subconscious and beyond. We're living in an artificial holistic light field composed of intricately programmed photon particles maintained by the same dark forces behind all human systems and socialities: their will is paramount, the abiding intent is to seperate us from the true Light of Spirit, offering pale imitations instead - in effect a "matrix" style reality.

Science has nothing to do with Spirituality

Fabricated psuedo-sciences have gone right to new agers heads, sending them rather loopy. Many are fooled into believing advancing science is progressing our evolution and/or spiritual awakening. But science is purely a material phenomenon, merely making our lives easier and ever more distracted, nothing Spiritual. Although fallen, mankind retained a high level intelligence evident since the early Mesopotamian civilisations and ancient Greece. It's not a progressive thing we're experiencing, there's nothing new under the sun. Regardless of what any mad metaphysician would have you believe, our sort of scientific progress obfuscates real Spirit. Current matrix sponsored theories of multidimensionality are going right to many a fallen state mind, quantum entangling a myriad of souls, stuffing them with sophisticated sounding bullshit. Instead of transcending the matrix, all they're doing is feeding it.

Many are fooled into believing in a "christ consciousness grid" surrounding the planet - even a synthetic one! But I'm afraid not. 

Mankind is no longer fed by Divine Light, we're being force-fed substitutes. With complete freedom of conveyance Divine Light needs no ley lines or "sacred" geometries to carry it along or converge through, It transmits instantaneously throughout the Universe, beyond all levels of vibration - direct to the heart. Such Light holds together creations entire existence and cannot be removed, it can though be overlayed with a synthetic light that is fashioned into elaborate holographic geometries, imprinted with thought-forms and programmed with whatever will or intent is desired. Anchored deep in the radio/microwave, infrared and X-ray frequencies, including the lower astral, we live in an ocean of artificial light superseding Divine Light for our daily attentions. Such light is pouring into our Crown (Sahasrara) and root (Muladhara) chakras day in day out, duping us into believing fantastical reality fabrications, spiritual ones included - massive lies instead of the Eternal Truth.

Physically, mentally, spiritually it is piss easy to control humanity in all areas of life. Forfeiting our Divinity ages ago left us psychically exposed, "naked" so to speak. They know how we tick, know the deepest depths of our psychology, things about our body/mind we're unaware of. Knowledge of our genes and DNA allows them to switch us off and on at will. They stimulate our sexuality, psychic senses, even our feelings of love - keeping us incarcerated in illusory freedoms and feeding off the array of energies we radiate. They let us run around in new age fantasies - instigating and encouraging many of them - all the while blocking and distorting the perception of True Light.

The matrix light-field reflects the human psyche back on itself, warping self perception and obfuscating Truth to such a degree you can meditate for years and still be unable to penetrate the psychic barrier - or ring-pass-not - coming instead to a variety of spurious conclusions arising from deep personal bullshit, and no small amount of intellectual and esoteric wankery: calling into serious question the supposed enlightened teachers of the 20th and 21st centuries.

They've got us wrapped up nice and tight. 

Sham-light is luciferic light.

It isn’t trendy - or "PC" - to describe the dark force as satanic and/or luciferian, but fuck all that; being a hippy teenager in the eighties - surrounded by the crappy fashions and music of the time - predisposed me to despise most mainstream trends: it's the same in intent and effect.  Satan is a title meaning the adversary, lawless one or prosecuting attorney. His name in the Book of Enoch is Gadre'el (the one who tempted Eve).  The name "Lucifer" comes from the latin Luciferos which means light bearer, i.e., someone who carries a light (he'll give you a light for your sin) or bringer of the dawn (a book title for popular pleiadian channelings as it happens) used only once in the book of Isaiah as a translation of Heylel - and that's it. Sons of God and Morning Stars were ambiguous titles given to the pre-fall angels - the cherubim and seraphim etc - by the Ruach influenced scriptural writers:  "When the morning stars sang together, and all the sons of God shouted for joy." - Job 38:7.  There are those who refute this but satan and lucifer are definitely interchangeable, I don't care what source or method folks use to twist scripture to conform to their own understanding: they're both described as fallen and so they are either affiliated or the same being. There are lots of bullshit ideas and incredible flights of fantasy regarding our adversary, but let's not beat around the bush: I've witnessed enough naive and idiotic new agers knowingly or unwittingly advocating luciferianism for me to be convinced it's very real nature is rooted in total deception.

"The original name of Lucifer in Hebrew is “Helel Ben Sachar”.... Former Muslim Walid Shoebat and Stephen Pidgeon who is the editor of The CEPHER Bible have pointed out that the name Helel Ben Sachar has a connection to the crescent and star of Islam as the term for “crescent” in Arabic is “Hilal” which would be the same as the Hebrew “Helel” translated as Lucifer in English. When we read Isaiah 14:12 in the English, we don’t realize that one word from the original is not translated. There is an untranslated word “yalal.” The word means “howl”, “howling”, or “to make a howling” If we literally translate Isaiah 14:12 and insert the untranslated word “howling”, Isaiah 14:12 would read as follows: “How art thou fallen from heaven, O crescent moon and star, son of the howling morning.” But what does the “howling morning” mean, you might ask? If you live in or have visited a Middle Eastern Muslim country, you know that every Islamic mosque has a minaret tower with an Islamic crescent and star with loudspeakers and that every morning there is a call to prayer which is similar to a howling sound. It is also interesting to note that dogs “howl” at the “howling” sound of the Islamic call to prayer."

Contrary (always contrary) to popular luciferian beliefs,  I always thought the "Morning Star" reference was Isaiah being sarcastic with satan as to his lofty intentions (for Yahshua is the True Morning Star) but the correct translation provides a different perspective and an apt description considering satan is howling mad and luciferianism a dangerous practice.     

The connection to Islam is obvious. The crescent moon is a symbol of lucifer running through the nature religions handed down to us today.

I'm aware of the many twisted, upside down conlusions and much arguing the toss. But regardless of the veracity of the moniker "lucifer," a bunch of spiritual crooks follow the energy it represents and operate under the name. It's as good a title for the sham light as we've got. 

To all intents and purposes Satan was a bright morning star before he became in error and fell from grace, described in Isaiah and other places. Righteous Yahshua/Jesus is the bright morning star described in Revelation. Two seperate Beings of widely differing - opposing - shimmering light. We should look at scriptural verses in context of the rest of scripture, not isolate them and jump to extremely biased conclusions...

In the desire is to create bridges I interchange the adversarial energies - be they reptilian, archontic or whatever - with the being known as satan because they are the same thorns by any other name - exactly the same in intent and effect.  Rightly or wrongly, satan is the title that stuck for that once High Cherubim who fell so damned low. Don't believe he's real? He's more than happy for you to think that way. Yogananda had his doubts about the literal reality of satan until he was vouchsafed a vision of him. There are so many stories of demonic possession, dark force presences and twisted occult power for me (and the scriptural writers) to be convinced there's one mightily crafty esoteric bastard behind it all. Christians are right to recognise the alien presence as satanic and correct in blaming our entire situation on the evil one.

Satan + aliens = a different picture telling the same story.  

In the fallen state our body/minds are analogous to drug stores. Satan and his interdimensional angels/aliens are experts in human stimulation and sedation via a variety of energy fields, keeping many of us high as kites on one sort of verve or other - like so many spiritual junkies. Adept at activating electromagnetic fields in and around certain people and large gatherings, they keep their chosen ones securely encased in energetic bullshit bubbles formulated with specific will and intent, usually based on eastern religions or new age beliefs. Lucifer is a massive energy field himself: the bringer of light is bringing the light of the "awakening;" but it ain't no Spiritual Light - the opposite is the truth. Believing it beneficial is rooted in warped anti-christian mentalities. For long ages now "enlightenment" has actually meant to be lightened (or illuminated) by the subtle sham light of Luciferos turned up to 11. 

Satan/lucifer = Reptilians/Archons. However you look at it, there's some serious otherworldly shit going on.

“All these kingdoms I will give you if you bow down and worship me."

That's an interesting verse. Satan could offer Yahshua the kingdoms of the world because he owns them, period. He gives everyone else what they want relative to who they are, what potential they have, whether it's possessions, relationships or money. He is the god of this world. Yahshua refused because He clearly perceived and stood firm within True Light. The masses succumb to lower light for much less, so much so most of 'em don't have to be tempted. The ruling forces know full well the great threat of a returning Christ Light to their earthly kingdoms so deeply embedded machinations against the Light Yahshua represents were placed in all the civilisations of history from inception.

The world is a work of fiction, containing a massive cast of fictional characters.

Fictitious light has pervaded the earth for thousands of years. We’re born into it, born into sin so to speak right from the off. It is right here within us from the get-go. Deep seated and mightily stubborn to remove (like new agers as it happens), it overlays the neurons and synapses of the brain. From childhood onwards we grow into one of it's many and varied holistic contrivances. For millennia, entire influential lives were immersed within and motivated by it - they still are. The “new age” is a prime mover and shaker of Luciferic light, keeping mankind firmly bonded to the matrix. It's an extremely sticky situation; billions of souls are enslaved by flesh allurement, glamour and many an incurred karmic debt.

"Satan himself masquerades as an angel of light. It is not surprising, then, if his servants also masquerade as servants of righteousness."

That's a startling pronouncement. Satan and his followers appear as angels, star beings, light beings, light workers and many attractive forms besides. His guileful high intellect is behind all the systems of the world: do not underestimate him with ideas above your station people, whether or not you have a forward thinking creative mind, satan's ancient mind is there before you - heading you off at the pass.

The spirit of satan abides not in the truth, "... because there is no truth in him. When he speaketh a lie, he speaketh of his own: for he is a liar, and the father of it."

The "father of lies" is fully integrated in the new age, he is the cosmopolitan angel of enlightenment.

"Because there are spirit beings out there who have been practicing the art of deception for many thousands of years.  They are good at what they do.  If we dabble in their world we will be deceived."

It is sobering to realise legions of fallen angels are actively pretending to be someone they're not (a trait reflected in plenty of new agers). They're in no way bound or forced to do satan's will, they love their charismatic guru, and comply with anything he asks, thinking it the right(eous) thing to do. There are a myriad of ways to serve their grand masters plans, many and varied unsuspecting forms.

Comedy is an essential factor, humour is a useful tool of the fallen. Channeled beings often display a sense of humour, basically so we let our guard down and warm to them. I'm not saying comedy is evil, just that it is often used for deceptive purposes. Those with an aptitude for wit and humour are excellent cover for their influence, and multitudes are total suckers for it. I've loved comedy all my life: growing up with Monty Python bizarre, surreal and "alternative" comedy was always my love, and lotsa stand up; but (with eyes to See) that stuff is wholly of the world, oftentimes it's extremely irreverent - even a form of tolerated fascism. Such earth bound mirths do not transcend the system, only enhance it, being no better than drugs to make us feel better, helping us forget about the all the bullshit we're swimming in.

Laughter can be good medicine, but it doesn't elevate us to Divine levels. Check out these unholy demon possessed fools:

Those idiots are definitely not drunk on the Holy Spirit as they claim, but on something decidedly unSpiritual. Let me be very clear: Spirit is not an intoxicant. That crazy laughter originates from the same force or shakti-pat that certain hindu yogis and gurus embody and disseminate. Dark spirits and demonic entities imitate the gifts and graces of Spirit, deriving great pleasure and riotous laughter from possessing human bodies. They pour out mockery and scorn, they love take the piss and are clearly doing it through those people. 

It's not an amusing situation we're living in, regardless of what some misguided idiots would have you believe, this is a twisted fucked up world. Fallen angels have served a brilliant wit and trickster for time immemorial, and are entirely committed to his cause; using all sorts of smoke and mirror techniques to influence prominent thinkers and intelligentsia guiding the path of mankind: getting into their heads, directing them with thoughts, images, visions, dreams and through other people close to them they have strong holds on.

The astral levels and relative dimensions are no benign regions sympathetic to humanity, but are populated with battalions of fallen angels as highly motivated as any successful military invasion on earth. There's been an ages long concerted effort to steal mankind away from the True Light. Esoteric heirarchical orders are regimented with beings of utmost loyalty: they're given job allocations and strive to complete agendas stretching over thousands of years, working in teams with detailed itineraries, recruiting people and channelling through - or transmitting thoughts to - various "chosen ones." 

They usually target the spiritually vain and proud, but have recruited many an otherwise good hearted, earnest and aspiring soul for purposes of deception.

The entire world materialistic/psychological system is a satanic edifice and deceptive all the way: a highly efficient system of estrangement from True Light.

Lucifers lightfield is structurally multidimensional, an aspect is fooling new agers into believing in a "buddhafield." I call it the gurufield for most of the prominent teacher/guru's of the past couple centuries - of the last two and a half thousand years - received and transmitted the gurufield. Influential people are running around mediating fallen and corrupted morphic resonance fields, thinking they're enlightened or "light" workers; but they're predominantly working satans light, receiving his thoughts and projecting his presence. I've come to the realisation many of the "enlightened" hindu style guru's of the 20th century were receiving luciferic thoughts and transmitting the fallen light - mistaking it for personal divinity. Those sorts always carry an air of superior intellectual and spiritual awareness; yet there's usually something not quite right about them, which they typically deflect back as something not quite right about us. 

Just overblown c*#ts really.  

Shockingly enough (as befitting many surprising Ruach inspired insights) to my eyes luciferic light has waxed visible in all the hindu style gurus to greater or lesser degrees, certainly in two or three of the most well known and megalomaniacal of them (definitely those on the scene of our days). They espouse variations on an ancient theme, an exclusive realisation only satan thinks he's attained: ensconed on the Throne of God, being like the Most High, Sovereign over all he surveys (a trait reflected in leading new agers) drawing followers along with a storehouse of many and varied delusions of grandeur....

... in all their selfie pomposities they utterly fail to realise some crucial truths. We live in a comprehensive quasi-illumination affecting all areas of modern life. Along with the extremely Spirit negating scientific and industrial revolutions of the 18th and 19th centuries came a whole bunch of spiritism fakery still affecting us to this day. For a number of years I've had the strong impression that around 150 years ago an esoteric edict went out to safeguard and bolster the dominance of the ruling forces - further subjugating and debasing the human soul - resulting in the emergence of the Fox sisters and their spirit guide "Mr. Splitfoot" (that's right) Madame Blavatsky, Annie Besant, Alice Bailey et al; Aleister Crowley and that cornerstone of new age thought "Do What Thou Wilt" Thelemism: all of 'em guided by asomatous beings or "super-men" in Blavatsky's case -  the spiritual crooks I mentioned earlier. They are the prime "light bearers" for humanity.

Blavatsky and co thought nothing negative of possession, they welcomed it; she herself was supposedly "occupied"😉 by an indian yogi for the purpose of spreading eastern philosophy... All sounds innocent enough, even intriguing until you realise she was induced to think of satan as the highest divine spirit, and the modern new age began on that very premise. She even published a magazine titled Lucifer.  Go figure!

The new age is a luciferian age, period. The light of the new age is the light of "lucifer."

Look into early theosophy and see the spirit beings who initiated our modern new age are affiliated with the light of lucifer. They presented themselves as luciferian light bearers, declaring satan the highest divine being. There's no getting around it, no mistake - I'm telling you luciferians walk hand in hand with satanists. Those spirit beings are the watchers and fallen angels of scripture, followers of satan masquerading as gods or ascended masters, female deities and other exotic entities. They're still around and ever more elaborate with their duplicities - hiding behind banners of cosmic freedom and power.

They spawned bloodlines. Millions throughout history to the present day are genetically wired for luciferianism, the majority don't (or won't) realise they're major channels for luciferic light. For those not so connected, along come the metaphysicians to rearrange energy fields, rewire the circuits and get you aligned...

All new age style planetary transformation/ascension hopes and dreams originate from channeled or arcane luciferian orders. Follow the new age and you're following the light of lucifer, and by turns a satanist - that's how much the bullshit saturates everyday life.

The grand plan is revealed in Alice A. Bailey's books (if you can decipher much of the content) the externalisation of the hierarchy and all that 😈

The archaic roots of the new age are deep in the Babylon mystery schools, their innumerable students and teachers throughout history were initiated by dishonored angels pretending to be creative gods or evolved beings (certainly creative with ruinous intent). Blavatsky's Theosophical movement grew many offshoots, one of them - the Thule Society - influenced Adolf Hitler and the unimaginable horrors of World War II. Discarnate (and incarnate) machiavellian entities instigated both World Wars, conjuring the massive amounts of negative energy needed to feed on and keep their earthly kingdoms ticking away very nicely...

... which brings me back to those channeled eidolons I used to pay so much attention to. For the sake of solidarity (a generous offering on my part) and with great wisdom of hindsight, I've deduced they're either flakey love & lighters with plenty of goodwill but no genuine prophetic insight, or they're conscious deceivers. Both views are equally alarming! I don't wanna listen to daft spirits telling me shit anymore, and I'm capable of summoning my own goodwill. I'm sure there are multitudinous well intentioned angels helping out on earth, but they work to a Heavenly Agenda far removed from human self-importance, there are a great many more who's intent is duplicity, and very clever they are at it too, human naivety make them damned near irresistible: "...insomuch that, if it were possible, they shall deceive the very elect."

For all the innocent seeming hedonism, the origin of the new age is luciferian/satanic, and if you think it couldn't possibly be the case anymore you're a naive fool - to yourself and everyone else. Regardless of what any new age romantic or activist would tell you, it isn't a good thing.  Our souls are on the line. 

The supernatural powers that be are well aware of the returning Christ Light, and of the raw, exposed dream body of humanity, hence the new age is their counteracting play; initiating a fake consciousness shift not into True Light but careering headlong into luciferian light, with all of it's preoccupations with, and delusions of, the fallen state body/mind and emotions. Satanists call it the "Black Awakening."

We have to keep our wits about us - keep right on our toes - for many famous or notable persons are unwittingly drafted to the cause.

Our personal currently fallen spirit and light are wide open to subjective deceptions. Lightworkers: just who's light are you working? With that in mind please (oh please) don't get involved with so called shadow work. It doesn't transform the shadows - you can't transform shit with fallen light - but only gives the shadows a right to a stronger, yet more deceptive control over your lives, and the lives you influence - creating wider channels for a greater influx of luciferic light.

For all the dazzlement and glamour, satans light is total darkness before the eyes of Spirit. If you want the true Light of Spirit, forget shadow or "light" work, and look to Yahshua - He's available 😄
Mankind is imbued with astounding creativity and imagination. Our Divinely given ingenuity and innovative skills served well during the pre-fall state; but these days the higher virtues are as infiltrated with sham light as anything. The powers that be need only nudge us in a particular direction and we do the rest (give us an inch and we'll fabricate a mile) failing that they'll force us into submission with wars, terrorism, economic collapses etc. In the latter days they've backed us into a technological maze, and a myriad of conceptual bazaars. There are countless amazing, intricate, beautifully poetic sci-fi, fantasy and theatrical stories - in book and movie form - taking us for a heck of an exciting ride, none of which are actually true. The same goes for the gamut of new age belief systems arising out of the past 130 years or so, certainly the last 30 years - dreamed up by astral entities not for our greater freedom, but our continued entrapment - that erroneously pass for truth in many peoples minds.

How much more intelligent and clever than humans is the ancient spirit of satan and his followers at creating elaborate and detailed fantasies passed off as truth? He's the virtual reality master. 

“He who exalts himself shall be abased, and he that humbles himself shall be exalted.”

"So the last shall be first, and the first last: for many be called, but few chosen."

Scriptural lines flyin' right in the face of new agers today. They'll cry foul of course, it’s their livelihood you see, personal exaltation is the deal. Sense gratification is the way to go, indulgence the name of the game - that’s the road to the new age eh? It's all spiritual innit? There's money to be made spiritualising sexual desires, and that's gotta be a good thing yeah? Let our hair (and guard) down; lose ourselves in Osho inspired sex orgies even, tantric fucking our way to a Golden Age. Well fuck me NO. What a ghastly inversion of the truth. It's cringeworthy to see new agers gadding about exuding sexuality, gallivanting around as if they're someone special, acting as if some sort of royalty with a divine appointment on earth. To me they look like ridiculous humans merely pretending to be Divine.  

Acquire a modicum of spirit awareness and they think they're christos, or something similarly grandiose. Let loose kundalini and it goes straight to their heads, literally; either turning them into know it all pricks or sends them to the mental wards.

The ways of the flesh and nature at large are not the Ways of Spirit.

That is something many new agers find extremely difficult to grasp, being so contrary to their beliefs; but Spiritual reality is wholly other than our reality and bears no resemblance to the new age romanticisms or nature based religions so widespread today.

In a variety of ways good is being called evil and evil good, wrong is right and vice versa. Scripture gets to the root of the inversion by stating: "That which is born of the flesh is flesh; and that which is born of the Spirit is Spirit." They are two completely different realities. Spirit is eternal and full of truth, the flesh temporary and chock-full of delusional shit. Satan/the serpent forces hate mankind, they are expert at seperating us from true Divinity, and there's no better way to do that than to keep us fixated on sexual energies. Many licentious spirits come around us to stimulate our libido's some high profile new agers are mistaking for God. It's pretty stupid really, the ridiculous efforts used to reach psuedo-spiritual states of consciousness. All that Osho inspired cathartic mass meditation madness I've witnessed goes no further than the lower light buffer; tantric sex energies and lingamic columns of light are thoroughly absorbed by it, reflecting back not our Godhood but perverted imitations used for further deceptions against us.

"For they that are after the flesh do mind the things of the flesh. but they that are after the Spirit do mind the things of Spirit."

Osho is a case in point, the original sex guru now deceased; he's an essential ingredient of the modern new age delusion. New agers love him because he said things they want to hear: being part of an elite awakening, spiritualising sex and what have you. He was supposedly drunk on the divine, on "spiritual wine." Ha ha ha - nope, I don't think so people. True Spirit is clear, sober and certainly doesn't wear a googly eyed grin on It's face. In my eyes Osho fell flat on his smug face when he proclaimed "There is no God." Yeah right mate, go tell that to Yahshua.

Devotees of indian love gurus and their new age contemporaries are sappy idiots and they look and act like sappy idiots. I've been into many a "guru" over the years, so called enlightened ones have fascinated me for most of my adult life; but I see them in a clearer Light these days. Osho was one of a number of very clever, astute spiritual confidence tricksters high on luciferic light, transmitting that light via "shaktipat" - a counterfeit anointing securing the anointed to the supplier. Attaining a degree of hindu style illumination and some "siddhic"(or jinnic) power, they milk it for all it's worth, twisting the truth and exploiting fallen state mankind for their own amusement and benefit. The dimensions Osho accessed were decidedly unSpiritual.

"Never listen to snakes, because they're snakes." - Trey Smith.

Osho and his like are false teachers, spiritual criminals, psychic wolves in sheeps clothing; more of the same ancient darkness held up as light; keeping mankind firmly attached to the earth realm, the flesh senses, and (if you're a hindu/buddhist) the insidious loop of samsara. He was yet another take on the snake in the tree of knowledge of good and evil: whispering sweet sounding bullshit in our ears. I mean come on, his eyes looked well snakey, and the way he prolonged his S'sssss was a dead give away. He was obsessed with the physical; an arch deceptor, worshipper of the flesh and rampant materialist - complete with a fleet of Rolls Royces. Taking the piss or what. 

Osho be damned, or at least redemptive now he's dead (but I don't think so)

Don't get me wrong, I'm not advocating celibacy, I love women. Sex is great; but it isn't Spiritual. You can wriggle around thrusting and twisting yourselves into all manner of exotic positions, stimulating serotonin and naturally occuring DMT - it still isn't Spiritual; because quite simply - if you can get your head around it - Spirit is beyond chemistry and beyond all vibrational creation.

Since the fall mankind has been fed manifold lies by the powers that be and encouraged to define itself sexually. So many new agers are blatantlty falling for an ages long delusion fed by serpent powers - showing how spiritually ignorant they really are. I understand why the sincere saints and sages renounced sex on the way to true Realisation; for it is the prime warp and twister of the human mind, and exploited by the dark forces to the max. To be truly awakened is to realise we live in a fallen world and should not be giving ourselves over to the flesh. For thousands of years humanity has been sahasrara deep in a holistic field of psuedo light. In truth we cannot mix Spirit with the flesh: if it's to do with Sex and spirit then it's to do with snakey ol' nick and all the titillations he's stimulated since the fall out of Spirit into flesh absorption. You can discern the fakeness of any master/teacher by their sexual proclivities, the truth always comes out in some form of gossip or lawsuit sooner or later. 
Sexual pleasures are as transient as dreams and nothing to do with the permanent Spiritual Reality to be established in this world....


The entire psycho-sexual world is anciently laid, fertile ground for deception. It's no surprise much emphasis is placed on sexuality and nature worship these days, and why a lot of sex guru's are putting themselves about, with many a new ager falling over themselves to get involved. I look at sex and tantra promoting tutors and see reincarnated (or spirit possessed) Babylonian types; Akkadians, Canaanites and what have you. They even dress as such occasionally, showing off in quasi- mesopotamian bling and regalia, sun symbols and crescent moons abounding. They're evoking past lives as (or are possessed by) lovers of the lord Ba'al and his female consort Ashtoreth. The latter "goddess"  is a big player on the esoteric scene with multiple personalities, she's also known as Inaana/Astarte/Semiramis and Ishtar. More recently she's the gnostic Sophia and behind the catholic church's erroneous veneration of Mary: aspects of the ancient pagan queen of heaven. Many seemingly benign new age leaders are unaware they're proxy witches and warlocks, worshipping the sun and moon, complete with their Ba'alim (false gods disguised as eminent spiritual figures or star-people). The only missing factor is child sacrifice.

Spiritual sex fixations are wholly of the world, not of Spirit. But what do the sex promoters care as long as they're comfortable, making money and having a good time?

"Destroy wrong desires now; otherwise they will remain with you after the astral body has been seperated from it's physical casing. (...) Every natural passion can be mastered." - Sri Yukteswar.

Spirituality is a serious affair of the heart, mind and soul and not to be taken (Luciferic) lightly. We must be extremely diligent and discerning when searching out truth and endeavor to follow the Way of Spirit not of men or women. In the original Hebrew: "There is, then, now no condemnation to them which are in Mashiah Yahshua, who walk not after the flesh, but according to the Ruach."

"Those who are according to the flesh and are controlled by it's desires set their minds on - or pursue those things - which gratify the flesh. But those who are according to the Spirit and are controlled by the desires of the Spirit set their minds on - and seek those things - which gratify the Spirit."

To be Spiritually minded versus flesh  or carnal-minded?  If we want to walk in Spirit we have to set our minds on spiritual things. If we're walking in the flesh it's because our mind is set on fleshy things. So as goes our mind, and our thinking, so will determine our destination: flesh gratification or Spiritual attainment. Osho and his new age proteges mistakenly think we can mix the two. We can't. To walk in the flesh - as they do so blatantly - is a mindset that goes right against the spirituality they so profanely profess to represent.

The ongoing folly of mankind and it’s easy manipulation via the “new age” is mixing flesh and materialism with ideas of Spirit so brazenly, so egoically, so ridiculously: all the while dreaming up highly fanciful philosophies to justify it.

I'm not perfect. I was born into the lower light "sin" same as everyone. I'm just as fallen as any leading new ager or guru of the past couple centuries - the difference is I know it. It's quite shocking to realise Real Spirit operates right against the new age ideas of spirituality. We aren't spontaneously awakening because of the completion of a grand cosmic cycle, the dark forces aren't going to vacate the planet, allowing us to become as gods. It takes effort, self-sacrifice, devotion and a filling of the Ruach ha'Qodesh to raise our spirit to anywhere near it's former esteem. As it is we're merely trying to make the best out of a metaphysically bad situation: grasping at straws and stumbling around in the darkness, fumbling about for our lost Light and Truth - but force-fed lower light and half-truths instead.

Like children we need to play and have fun, when needs must eh! But the presence of satan has corrupted original innocence and thoroughly exploited our fallen state weaknesses. Amidst a harsh system of constraint and conformity most peoples idea of fun comes from poisonous drugs, drink and general hedonism. I'm no different. I like a drink or three, I've been to loads of music festivals and can party hard folks; but I see it isn't the purpose of life and snap out of it. The enormous blather of the new age occasionally pushed me into a sort of spiritual bipolarism; from the sublime heights of awareness I fell into borderline alcoholism: fucking myself up on week long drinking benders, being a complete jerkoff around people; I've been in some dark holes, collapsing my auric field many times. The sins of the father visited upon the son. This body's had such a battering it's surprising I still look so good. Any other person would be living on the street, or dead. Yet always - somehow - I bounce back (by the Grace of God).

True Spirituality is not for pussies. 

I'm both Holy and a sinner. New agers exaggerate the former while actively denying the latter. Before awareness of the Ruach I had periods of spiritual clarity and severe doubt - all useful. When doubt becomes knowing is the sweetest alchemical feeling. Now I'm involved in a wholly other cosmogonic ball game, one infinitely more salubrious. In case you hadn't noticed there is a spiritual war going on; the earth is an esoteric battleground of light and dark. Most prefer not to notice, keeping their heads firmly in the sand of dreamy moonshine. If you're not engaged in battle, if you're not under attack (not by internet trolls but psychically attacked) - if you're not fighting the good fight with all of your might, then you're merely promoting faux love 'n' light and ages of shite. I've noticed the more I hit on the Truth the more bullshit flies at me. 

If you're not bumping into the devil, you're going the same way.

I hate to go on, but falling into existential crises and lifted up so many times has given me a unique perspective. I'm extremely fortunate to be where I am, I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be to reach further into Spirit and pull out more (inconvenient) Truth. The situation we're all in - that we all share - should not to be taken (luciferic) lightly. No grey areas exist; the choice we have has truly become black or white: the Way of Spirit or the way of satan. There are Pristine Heavens of Eternal Life without darkness, where no shadows are cast, no dirt or death exists: there resides the incredible Glory of the Most High. And there is this world of half life and decay, a world of shadows and fleeting pleasures that must come to an end: a realm tainted with grime, muck and death - the spirit of satan reigning supreme. For the sake of an authentic, true and lasting new age - for Heaven on earth - we have to choose one or the other: it is that simple and that profound

"Cosmic Ordering" new agers snub their noses at religious overtones, they think they're beyond all that, they think the "universe" is compelled to conform to their specifications and everything handed to them on a plate. But - in Truth - earth must accommodate Spirit, not the other way round. 

This world is not like a ride in an amusement park. If we’re serious about spirituality it’s time to get serious about Spirit.

Post 2012 I'm compelled to proclaim playtime is over folks. If we're honest with ourselves the world is still steeped in deep darkness and we're being sold a pack of lies. The powers that be are still in full control and will not relinquish without a massive bloody fight. Right now they're laughng at our "awakening" because they have so many troops of (unwitting) awakeners in their employ marching happily along with them.

Even though I was into channeling for years, I didn't do it myself. I sensed energies in the presence of channelers but wasn't personally touched by those spirits. I wanted to be: sending out the call, following the steps and meditating with clear mind; praying to them, asking them to appear or make me a channel; but nothing happened. Now I know why. If not in belief I was at least aurically protected from those visitants - left alone to be open and sensitive to the eventual awareness of the Ruach ha'Qodesh.

Thank God! 

Like it or not, the Ruach is the Comforter, the Helper Yahshua said He would send after His Ascension. But the Ruach is much more than a comforter, It is the most Divine Teacher. It is greater than any guru because It is Free. Spirit isn't fixed to a body or the material universe so there's no filtering or distortion through a fallen state body/mind, no coming to spurious conclusions based on deep personal bullshit - and definitely no delusions of grandeur. I'm an on/off meditator since the age of 18 and been into 5 or 6 significant gurus and exotic teachers over the years, personally attaining profound insights and reaching Heightened States of Awareness; but the Ruach makes all the difference in the perception of Truth. It gives eyes to See, ears to Hear and a Heart to Understand. Of course, nurturing the Ruach entails a radical reorientation of our psycho-spirituality that can be difficult to process; but that's what the genuine paradigm shift is all about: accommodating and following the lead of the Ruach ha'Qodesh. Taking the lead changes you, and surprising things are revealed about ourselves and the world. The Ruach knows what's best for us.

It can come a bit of a shock to realise Holy Spirit isn't our spirit, It is wHoly other than.  

With the indwelling Spirit we begin to See the world through the eyes of Spirit, and it isn't a favorable vision. We begin to feel what Spirit feels about the world, and it is often grievesome. It is disconcerting to really notice the extreme ignorance and excesses of a Divinely divorced realm. In the new age we look to each other for comfort and personal validation: we deify each other, we even deify ourselves; but I'm here to tell you mankind is a fallen race living in a fallen world (that is my long standing observation now verified by the Ruach). Our fallen spirit is currently awash with luciferic light and all of it's ancillary illusions.

At the cosmic level mankind has operated under the charge of spurious spirit(s) and other associated esoteric entities psychically manipulating the scheme of things; masquerading as light beings, star beings, space commanders and what have you for millennia - duping humanity in all manner of clever ways and means. At the earth level there are a variety of psuedo-enlightened individuals vying for our attention: distracting us with their presentations of "alternative spirituality," spouting quasi- spiritual/scientific gibberish, preying on human gullibility and hyper suggestibility. At the Spirit Level the Ruach (in you) shows different things, surprising things, startling things, directional things; verifying the Truth of Scripture while revealing the bullshit of the world.

Everyone receives input from both True Light and fake every minute of every day: the trick is to develop an ability for discernment, to sift truth from lies, the good from the bad, because too many are mistaking lies for truth and vice versa. It's a dizzying situation. That is why the Ruach is a necessary ingredient and a great blessing in our lives. The body cannot produce the Vitamin C it needs for maintaining optimum health, we need to supplement, ideally from a good organic source. It's the same principle in Spiritual matters - for our well being we need to supplement with the Ruach ha'Qodesh.

Perceiving and following the Ruach's strict guidance along the narrow path revealed can be extremely difficult - or super Joyful. I'm no paragon of virtue but that's what we have to do if we wanna sincerely enter an authentic Spiritual age. Amidst the darkness of this world Spirit doesn't indulge us, we are protected up to a point but there's no compromise or cutting any slack. On this mad planet it is easy to quench the Ruach and be tricked and tempted right off the path - falling back into the massive deception at a moments notice....

Genuine men and women of Spirit aren't bullshitters. They are self-deniers not self-indulgers, making personal sacrifices to further the cause of Spirit.

It's time to shake off the bullshit, roll up our sleeves and get our hands dirty: go where it’s dark like Yahshua did, not surround ourselves with vigorously nodding yes-men and women. Ego stroking facebook friends and youtubers are just as bad. I've always stood alone, never feeling comfortable in groups, cliques or being around new age folk. I see bullshit in new agers because I see said bullshit in myself. We can't rely entirely on ourselves, the words of the saints and sages of the ages have kept me somewhat informed. The Greatest of them said: "Wist ye not that I must be about my Fathers business?"   

New ager's merely go about their own.

"Those who love the world cannot see beyond their personal agendas and selfish goals." - Alan Horvath

In it's weblike construction the internet is another insidiously clever expression of the controlling matrix, with a huge hyper-dimensional spider dwelling at the center. The internet is a platform for everyone to broadcast personal bullshit, trying to drag as many people along with them as possible. True Lighted Ones don't frequent cyberspace spouting psuedo-spiritual psychologies and cosmic nonsense, gushing about how wonderful everything is and how spiritual we all are - because we most certainly aren't. Neither do they charge large amounts of cash to be in their presence, or for ridiculous skype sessions. They don't segregate themselves in tropical or sub-tropical zones; they live in Reality fully aware of the ever present darkness, and fearlessly set about transforming it head on. New age metaphysicians have their heads so far up their ass they can't smell the shit, but I can smell it from way over here. Those pathological self-sanctifiers should pull their heads out their self-righteous ass, smell the shit, and grab a shovel.

But alas! new agers don't like shoulds, it's too much like telling them what to do, and God forbid anyone should do that.

Looking around it is quite evident mankind is afflicted with Spiritual blindness, and is such a supernal cripple some Higher Being really oughta place a massive disabled symbol in the atmosphere. That'd make people stop and think a bit more ;)
We should watch who we're following in this fallen world and always be questioning, always be discerning; for many glory in their shame. They mind the things of the flesh more than Spirit, confuse the directives of both, and obfuscate the spirit we are. In their terminal self-absorptions and incredible flights of fancy they do not sense the fineries of Real Spirit and fail to perceive the sublimities of Truth, broadcasting instead their own jumped-up ideas passed off as profound wisdom. They are self serving and glory in their efforts, drawing followers after themselves, fashioning Spirit in their own (fallen) image, enticing unstable beings. They're excited by the things of the world before the verities of Everlasting Spirit: "walking according to their own lusts."  Total luciferians all of 'em.

If you're led by the Spirit of Truth, if you wanna know the Truth and be seperate from the lies of satan then you don't wanna be ignorant of satans devices. Being deceived everywhere we look in society today we should look to and associate with Ones who look to Spirit first and foremost, those OF Spirit - who's values aren't on fleshy concerns but on Eternal things. There's way too many dangerously deluded "enlightened" frauds waving their hands about stealing our attention, energy and money.

We don't need them. We only need the Ruach to lead us away from the ancient corruption and into a sense of Holy Perfection and All-Truth. The indwelling Spirit gives new Life to ourselves and the scriptural Word of God (it's an ongoing surprise to me). The more I look at the new age the more I See a whole world of insidious bullshit. The Ruach ha'Qodesh is like a bright pillar of fire shining  amidst the darkness.

Continued in Spirit vs. the new age.