Friday, 17 April 2015

Inner Realisation

First off I'm not an intellectual (thank God) or a writer per se and this blog isn't really a blog: it's an evolving text I'm editing and expanding upon as the inspiration (or inclination) comes. It certainly isn't finished.

My views are rather leftfield and also somewhat controversial - I'm bound to offend. I can only hope against hope some of you are open to the Spirit of the letter. My intention, if I may be so bold, is to address the runaway spiritual immaturity, even madness of today and add some Pure Spirit to the metaphysical morass of the past few millennia.

Like many people nowadays and throughout history (to greater or lesser degrees) I've realised I'm not the body/mind making up this current life, I'm an eternal spirit in essence. This isn't mere speculation, nor is it fanciful thinking: it is explicit awareness arising from deep within me.  

Spirit is Forever - no one ceases to exist. 

It is where we exist that is the great matter at hand.

Unlike many I'm not so arrogant in presuming I possess All Knowledge. I've come to recognise two extensive sources of esoteric knowledge: One True and Eternal, the other false and finite (merely giving the impression of infinty). I have a specific insight, an inner cognition I wish to communicate and do not weave elaborate fictions around it - the new age is doing quite enough of that. I'm living and learning and - more or less distrustful of contemporary disseminators of "spiritual" doctrines and systems for good reason - receiving much needed teaching and guidance from inspired scripture: written by ones unsullied by our sort of advanced materialism, who perceived and laboured for a Greater Reality free of the many technological distractions and electromagnetic interferences - basically the holistic bullshit of our modern age.

In short (and to be expounded upon) I'm no longer playing the new age game. 

There is an anomalous lifelong aspect to my awareness alienating me to the "real" world - being in the world but not of it so to speak. Most human systems and socialities appear absurd, they always have. This idiosyncrasy led me through the new age and into brahmanic consciousness. NOW I'm turning my back on all that, curtailing the Infinite Absolutes and embracing some clear and present actualities. I'm an intuitive and a sensitive, for the most part I live in Love. After 30 years of new age musings, meditations and general messin' about, I proclaim:

Heart Consciousness is the Only True Consciousness

With It everything makes sense,

without It everything is non-sense. 

But I'm certainly not talking in "new age" terms here.

So called intellectuals - the worldly wise - scoff at notions of Spirit, they often mistake it for religion and generally think it's bullshit, bashing science around our heads as if it proves a point. Well science works for sure, we see that all around us; but science isn't without it's bullshit - it bullshits us about our True Reality. In denying the existence of Spirit it is bullshitting the entire world.

I appreciate the awesome beauty of the scientific Universe, but there's something more profound about a human being than just matter. 

Mainstream science is blind to spirit and blinding the majority of mankind along with it. For all the pragmatism and endeavour, science will never provide a complete answer to life, the universe and everything - for Spirit cannot be measured. It cannot be contained in a test tube or cultivated in a petrie dish, It isn't observable under a microscope. It will not be revealed via a large hadron collider. The only place Spirit can be discovered is within us and about us; by fusing the nuclei of our heart and mind with a Higher Heart/Mind - releasing an energy not of death and destruction but of Life and ultimate creation.

Science is getting all it's own way in this world, but science without Spirit is like a wafer cone without the ice cream: dry and completely tasteless. Yet the cream can be enjoyed without the support of a wafer.   Get it?

Spirit exists with or without a body. 

True Spirit does not conform to the ways of this world. It does not work through the sort of materialistic sciences we're almost entirely dependent upon, neither does it work through the myriad of psuedo-spiritual self-help gurus and pop psychologists everyone puts so much stock on these days. Nor does it work through sex or body consciousness. It works via a wholly other cosmic sphere of operation:

The Ruach ha'Qodesh.

We mustn't put faith solely in science and psychology for our progression; as Spiritual Aspirants we can appreciate the pragmatism of science while realising Spirit works just as well in the world, and with our cooperation It can work Miracles.

So-called reality is a scam on our souls most people are in complete denial of.

 The earth is under deep esoteric darkness. Although it appears light here, it is a sham light, the purpose of which is to constantly deceive. From the perspective of Spirit our world is as dark, dank and mixed up an arena as you can get; but HalleluYAH: Praise be:

There is an Omnipotent Totality of Eternal Spirit manifesting as Perfect Being.

True Spirit carries no airs and graces, displaying no arrogance, elitism or snobbery. The prime directive is Love and Service, following cosmic rules and regulations to the letter. In action Spirit is forthright and to the point. Scripture records the activities of Spirit in the affairs of mankind, scribed by those moved by Spiritual Presence; harbouring zero desires for prestige or any fears of losing money (or livelihood) by stating profound truths most people didn't like - or understand.

Only those up their own ass ignore the Paragon Insight of Spirit Inspired Scripture.

Please scroll on down for my take on the "New Age."

(All Pics featured herein are taken by me or the Hubble Space Telescope. Everything without quotation marks written by me). 

Tuesday, 3 March 2015

King Tubby/Yabby U- Prophesy of Dub

The "New Age"

Spirit is Omnipresent. It is behind every heartbeat and closer than our very breath.  It powers the core of the sun and of every star.  It sustains and moves the entire Universe.  The Universe is dependent upon Spirit for it’s whole and continued existence. We may seem infinitesimally small compared to the universe but in this era of deceit appearances are deceptive, cloaking reality in illusion. 

"We are Spiritual Beings having a human experience." - Teilhard de Chardin.

I like to quote Teilhard and have done so often, it's an insightful statement made by a deeply christian man I - and new agers - whole-heartedly agree upon. But what does it mean to be Spiritual? Well, mankind certaiinly has some stupid ideas about it.

Knowing we are spiritual beings doesn't mean we are being spiritual. In the distant past our original Spirituality suffered a severe collapse we haven't recovered from. Looking around it is quite evident mankind is afflicted with spiritual blindness and is such a supernal cripple some Higher Being really oughta place a massive disabled symbol in earths upper atmosphere - that'd make people stop and think a bit more ;)

With regards the new age, if I thought I had nothing to say I’d say nothing at all. But I do. I have a great many things to say, about it and those perpetuating it. My shy, retiring nature may not be apparent but I generally prefer to melt into the background (hard when you're 6' 2") and observe people and events, disliking getting directly involved. I'm going right against my regular persona.

There is strong resistance to expressing real Spirit in this mad milieu that isn't my own psychology. I've endured periods of psychic oppression, even attack, because of the thoughts and feelings I'm compelled to express - seriously.  There are nefarious preternatural forces for whom the new age is a priceless commodity, and insidious esoteric adversaries ready and willing to beat us down and knock us out of the game. It’d be easier keeping my head down and letting the shit fly around - or going into exile. Actually exile sounds the more comfortable option; but no: I feel an uncomfortable yet overriding urge to share my experience and insight.

The root of the issue is obvious and it is this: mankind is a fallen race. As such it has lived an incrementally fragmented reality now far removed from native Oneness. Life has become Koyaanisquatsi: totally out of balance. You can dress it up nice and pretty but that's how it is. People are determined to stay in their comfort zones, listening only to what they wanna hear, having their ears tickled rather than hearken to (what to them are) uncomfortable truths. The default awareness of humanity is several levels below where it originally was, and those professing enlightenment aren't genuinely higher. Our Divine Power is dramatically reduced; things are so bad even love seperates us. Mankind displays a fallen state spirituality rife with deceit and delusion.

Basically everyone is full of shit.

And we can't extricate ourselves out of the shit by developing psychic abilities. In the fallen state they only compound the problem, merely adding fuel to the fires of ego, pride and vanity.

The psychic arena is replete with stealthy dupery endemic to the spiritual darkness we are so immersed within. We live in a domain of deep-seated deceptions. The ancient Rishis referred to it as Māyā (Sanskrit माया māyā), literally meaning "illusion" and "magic." Also in play is Avidya or personal delusion and cognitive limitation: "the entrenched misunderstanding of ourselves and the world. The effect of avidya is to suppress the real nature of things and present something else in its place."  If that wasn't enough we have to deal with advanced unearthly beings operating behind the scenes of everyday life, exploiting the populace and shifting the fabric of maya for their own ends. Copperfield, Dynamo et al are rank amateurs compared to the dark magicians mankind is constantly deceived by.

I long thought we'd be in the new age by now, but with the wisdom of hindsight I see that as illusion, one of many perpetrated by the NA's hidden proprietors to satisfy mankinds selfish, fast food holism and addictive/obsessive psychic consumer mentalities.

I've put a lot of emotional investment into the "dawning of the new age" o'er the past 25 years or so, no less than the whole of my being. I’d be just as deliriously happy as any new ager should something Cosmic happen for all to see.  I've long hoped for irrefutable proof of the afterlife or the existence of advanced e.t.s being revealed - quickly changing the thinking of everyone for the better. I hate to be a party pooper but the new age long hoped for is not going to manifest. Such earth shaking disclosures cannot happen while the ancient systemic and psychic infrastructures are still holding sway. Removing them would mean chaos. Entrenched ignorance, bigotry, idiocy and too many psuedo-enlightened nutters are putting paid to the new age. Suddenly removing the status quo would be a huge shock to a system built upon spiritual obscurity, wholly dependent on materialism. Civilised life would quickly descend into anarchy.

I'm often conflicted about my thoughts. I've beat myself up and prayed hard about it. I'm swimming upstream and so against the grain I get splinters. Occasionally, I receive cooling breezes of Comfort descending from above. If I didn't get those I wouldn't carry on with this...

A lot of people take the new age and conspiracy theories to fascist levels these days. Ironically, intolerance of alternative views to their own is rife. Dictatorship is commonplace and typical of mankind's fallen state delusions; but seeing through the darkness isn't the same as seeing Light, seeing the bullshit isn't the same as seeing Truth. In spite of what leading new agers say, I see the darkness getting deeper, it's grip tightening on the psyche of mankind. If people insist on happiness and prosperity under the terms of this world, not of Spirit, and continue to confuse the two, the grip can only become tighter. The extremes of duality and the system's relentless distractions are coming thick and fast: bombarding us with fantastical notions of spiritual glory and planetary ascension on one hand, terrorism, war and ceaseless waves of vacuous trivia on the other. 

It's been remarked I'm going against my own kind in disparaging the new age. Heck no, I love my own "kind" (more or less) I love them like family. I feel deep love and compassion for my fellow wo/man.  I'm not going against them, I'm using long familiarity to shed some light on the whole affair and I'm sure many people aren't gonna like me for it. It breaks my heart saying the things I say - but I have to say! I've noticed reason, rationality and objectivity are anathema to the new age, analytical and critical thinking are largely ignored and denied.

It's no fun giving of myself over the internet, it really takes it out of me. I'm too sensitive for this shit really. I'd prefer to be well away from all the human nonsense; but I'm resigned to my dharma and have to go with gut instinct about the whole new age malarky. A large number of otherwise very intelligent people are being suckered with sticky new age woo. There are some lovely folks involved in the new age, and many others not so. There are some total dorks putting themselves about and some fucking stupid ones too. Many heart's are in the right places; there's plenty of sincerity; but also bags of delusion, gullibility and a rampant naivety I too am guilty of to a large degree.

There's a whole lotta bullshit goin' on.


A Spiritual age is coming sooner or later, of that I'm certain; but it will not conform to new age thinking. This planet is under such an esoteric darkness it'll be an entirely different affair from current human perspectives. It‘s all about Spirit you see, not the flesh - for in the latter lies the crux of the ongoing deceit.

“Two things are infinite: the universe and human stupidity; and I'm not sure about the universe.” - Albert Einstein

I believe there's a reason to being born when and where we are.  I've spent my adult life denying the hard down to earth, working class family background. These days I'm grateful to it for helping me see through the bullshit.

One of my earliest memories is of waking up in a crib and staring through the wooden bars into the bright sunlight shining through the bedroom window. I now see the bars as symbolic of the restraints of the world; but in that bright morning light, that's where I truly belonged, within it's Greater Freedom. 

I grew up in the 70's in the small town of Radcliffe, Lancashire, North West England. Although hating school like a prison I had a happy childhood with a good, loving mother. I wasn't a healthy child though, I didn't like proper food or fruit. I absorbed mostly stodgy, starchy grub and the merry assortment of chemically laden 1-2p sweets and sugary fizzy drinks readily available in the local shops. My father was into smoking 20+ strong, unfiltered woodbine cigarettes a day (I used to play with the smoke) and a frequent drinker. His food choices were startling by todays standards, ignorant of the damage, full of the worst kind of fats and - along with the excessive smoking and drinking - resulted in his premature death of a massive heart attack at the relatively young age of 51.

Since I was a kid I felt different, sort of misplaced.  Around the age of 4 I remember the inner surety of living forever; it came a disturbing shock to be informed by the school teacher that one day I would die. I disliked normal shit other kids liked; sports, football etc. I was fascinated by ghosts, the unknown, the unexplained, anything out of the ordinary. I sensed something better, something Greater going on somehow hidden from us. There must be an alternative to the spiteful folk I sometimes encountered and the mundanity of life in general, the illness and disease, the finality of death hanging over all. I retreated into fantasy: sci-fi, superheroes and classic/modern films and developed an eclectic taste in music. As a teenager I grew my hair and smoked dope, drank a lot and took magic mushroom and the odd acid trip. My older brother is completely different, total establishment: joining the royal marines on leaving school, fighting for Thatcher in the Falklands War and eventually becoming a high ranking policeman. These days he's retired, become a rampant tory and wants to be an MP.  The way he's goin on it wouldn't surprise me if he became Prime Minister.

At age 12 I read a book on life after death (I know not from whence it came) that made complete sense and verily thrilled my soul.  As a teenager I loved reading about deep esoteric knowledge; eagerly absorbing books by Carlos Castaneda, Vera Stanley Alder,  Dr. Paul Brunton et al, and regularly visited the local library to browse the works of Blavatsky, Ouspensky and Alice A Bailey; the inner desire for Truth led me to a couple of interesting people early on. One of them directed me to a friday evening Satsang occuring regularly close to my flat. The satsangs were for expressing peoples/premmies experiences of Prem Rawat (Maharaji's) Knowledge techniques and - totally intrigued at the age of 18 - I got into meditation. My enthusiasm briefly caught on to some friends and acquaintances but they soon turned to other things, settling back into the ways of the world; I was pretty much out on my own back then (still am), for the most part the folks around me couldn't relate to such things and generally laughed it off, thinking me a bit weird  :)  I was known around town as Cosmic Daz....

I never got on with my dad, for the reasons given above he related more to my older brother. I used to talk about spirit stuff in the couple of years leading up to his sudden demise, but he was a staunch atheist, adamant there was nothing after death. One morning - a week after he died - I was lying in bed half asleep half awake when he suddenly appeared by my bedside dressed in his going fishing clothes, bending down and hugging me with a sense of "You were right...." the feeling of his presence was very strong: I sat up and hugged him, tears a flowing. He then disappeared. I'd been given proof of the afterlife and the thrill of it stayed with me all day long...

...thanks dad :-)

The nineties brought dramatically shifting paradigms via some far out thinking and writers:  David Icke, Jose Argüelles, James Redfield, Solara's 11:11, Shirley MacLaine, Ken Carey to name a few. My long living room coffee table was covered 2 to 3 new age books deep. I believed a glorious new age was right on our door step. We're all God was the cry (still is): "if you seek to be one of the chosen, simply choose yourself." Heady stuff.

I attended 11:11 workshops and other ascension gatherings and began perceiving myself an angel incarnate upon earth: inwardly perceiving a Flaming Sword held high, a Golden Sun Disc spinning in my heart, Spiraling Magenta Energy emanating from the third eye. There were loads of channeling tapes passing around, I listened intently to respected channelers communicating with beings claiming to be Sananda (Jesus), various Ascended Masters, Archangels and the assorted 5th Dimensional Space Commanders such as Ashtar, Monka, Kryon etc.  Feeling like a stranger in a strange land I was totally up for Cosmic Consciousness and believed their message, painstakingly typing out and printing loads of channelings and Ascension information, often carrying them around and giving them away whenever people seemed interested. I hitch-hiked to stone circles, sacred hills and often to Glastonbury, quickly making friends living in the town I could stay with. I climbed - even slept on - the Tor many times, had a couple of wild acid trips full of occult imagery: as thoroughly absorbing the "Avalonian" energies as anyone could.

The channeled beings were in unison, reporting the imminent Ascension of earth and mankind. The science of ascension came to us in quantum detail, it all seemed plausible, inevitable even and very exciting. It would occur in three waves of dimensional migration they said, the first wave (144,000 of 'em)  coming back to show everyone else how it's done..

I wasn't alone in believing - it was the spirit of the time - I knew friends and acquaintances believing the same things. Informing everyone about my beliefs, I once asked my mother not to be worried if I suddenly became missing 'cos I’d have Ascended (via the first wave) to a Higher Dimension.  

One time back in '94 my friends received a channeling stating the Ashtar Command would appear on t.v. on a certain day at a certain time in the evening - and there we were waiting like dorks for something that wasn't gonna happen. 

What a chump I could feel if I allowed myself to. Some people disliked me 'cos of all that shit. Many years later I’m still here, the new age isn’t here, I look around at regular folk to be certain of that: they’re still the same - they just got better technology.

The world continued as normal and doubts began to increase. In the late nineties I entered a time of existential and physical crises, traversing an extremely difficult period of 3-4 years. In mid '97 weird leafy/petal like cellular mutations began forming on my skin, and then about a year later I felt a heavy dragging sensation in my testicles. Oh shit: I could feel lumps that weren't supposed to be there: the horror! After some months stressing and lot's of denial I felt a new lump below my chin and began feeling tight pain in my armpits and discomfort in my lungs, progressing to regular sweats after eating, light headedness and shortness of breath.  I mentioned my plight in passing to one or two incredulous friends but told no one else: speaking of it - I reasoned - would give the disease  more power. With zero human support I prayed hard and prayed some more, fluctuating between negatives and positives; all the while desperate to get on with my life as best I could. Nothing could stop me attending music festivals and partying on occasion, not even a terminal disease. In that situation you gotta stay in fervent attitudes of prayer and try to be happy as can be.

There stands a lovely little isolated 17th century church with strong spiritual presence not far from where I live in Oxford, surrounded by farmland and meadows. It is never locked and I walked there regularly during my illness to pray and meditate. Even at night I would walk the long dark lanes to light a candle on the altar and sit in front of it.  Out walking one night I looked up to dimly discern a huge cloud in the shape of a Tau Cross with a massive fluffy white heart sitting on top. I took it a positive sign  :)

It was quite the frightening time thinking I was going to die. I wasn't afraid so much for myself as for my mother. She'd already suffered greatly over the death of my oldest brother at age 6 when I was still a baby; looking after me helped get her through the loss somewhat, losing me would be devastating to her heart, I did not want to give her my death, I had to stay alive for her. No way did I want to see a doctor for tests and have grim confirmation of my worst fears. There was a chance I was being irresponsible to myself, but instead I chose not to have that sort of awful certainty and spent a small fortune on alternative health products (definitely helping me in the long run). I gained positive results with oxygen/mineral products early on, the leafy growths melting away was encouraging; but the anxiety and other more stubborn symptoms continued (an allegory of my continuing new age experience). I put my faith in Spiritual healing, prayed to GOD and trusted my guidance. To cut a very long story short: the growths, lumps and nauseas eventually disappeared and - although the road of my life has been a little bumpy for reasons other than physical health - since then I feel better and younger than ever :-)

Aside from the positives regarding my health I'm a prime example of  the susceptibility of youth, the inherent gullibility of new agers and their piss easy manipulation.   

There is a peculiar trait of youth. Every generation thinks they're superior to their parents, insisting they know better; looking down on the procreations before them. I used to be like that, it is total bullshit - one of the biggest fallacies of all. Generational systems within time/space do not define or make us - only fool us to ever more elaborate degrees

"Spirits narrate things wholly false, and lie. When spirits begin to speak to man, care should be taken not to believe them, for most everything they say is made up by them, and they lie; so if we permitted them to relate what Heaven is, and how things are in Heaven, they would tell so many falsehoods, and with such strong assertion that man would be astonished; wherefore it was not permitted me when spirits were speaking to have any belief in what they stated. They love to feign. Whatever may be the topic spoken of, they think they know it, and if man listens and believes, they insist, and in various ways deceive and seduce."  - Swedenborg

Sounds like whats been happening o'er the past 150 years or so, spoken by the great grandaddy of the modern spiritualist movement. 

A recent example of the extremes of tenacious new age naivety is the channeler Blossom Goodchild. She claims to communicate with the "Federation of Light" who informed her of the impending appearance of mother ships in earths skies on the morning of Oct 14th 2008.  There was a lot of fanfare from them, all possible obstructions had been anticipated, nothing could stop them from proceeding: NOW was the time... was all systems GO!!

But alas! it didn’t happen - just the usual lame excuses those beings always give. Even she was confused and downhearted after the huge non-event - that MASSIVE faux pas - yet she soon got back to channelling and sending out their messages of hope, love 'n' light regularly by e-mail. She seems a lovely woman but is being deceived and passing on the deception to a pathologically naive humanity yearning for some high power coming to save and enlighten them.

I wasn’t emotionally attached to the possibility of the Fed's revelation by the way, not after my nineties experience, just an interested observer with one eyebrow raised. It only helped accentuate my current resolve. Suffice it to say channeling is bullshit. Discarnate entities are no longer my thing, no matter how funny they are or illustrious a being they claim to be. Aside from the obvious complexities of human bias, filtering and error, the messages merely propagate false hope and pander to our spiritual vanities and ego; which is OK for those gaining money and prestige from such absurdities but certainly not for those of us searching out and discovering True Spirit.

Those channeled beings are having a very serious laugh at our expense

(Update re Blossom Goodchild: I received an email on Oct 14th 2016 wherein she's reflecting about the great non event 8 years on, declaring many people witnessed the federation ships back in '08!  She's blanked out the blunder and embraced active denial).

When you really think about it, you know, use your head sorta thing, it's a deceitful act hiding behind humans to impart cosmic messages. In ancient times messengers and "Angels of the Lord" appeared physically or with Great Glory. They even ate with people. Their reports were about serious business, startling and transforming stuff with almost immediate fulfillment. Until those channeled beings reveal themselves and show their true colors I'm not gonna believe anything they say, and I see no reason why I should. Enough is e fucking 'nuff....

They've had plenty enough time to produce the goods, so far they've produced only sweet sounding hollow words. 

It was all happening back in the nineties, 'cept it wasn't. Apparently it's all happening today, 'cept it isn't, not the way new agers think anyway. When what's gonna happen does (finally) happen it won't be pleasant for billions of people, it'll be a profound shock to a great many realising they've as good as sold their souls to the devil.

A gamut of astute self-styled metaphysicians are coming out of the woodwork these days: making shit up as they go along, wanting money for "fresh" liberating insights; their many followers reverently hanging onto every word and gesture as if something profound is happening. Whenever guidance from ascended masters is posited my inner alarm bells ring loud. People who listen to such beings are mugs of the highest order. Popular new ager Matt Khan is one such a mug. He claims to be informed by ascended beings, which doesn't surprise me because he gushes the same old - same old - ascension rhetoric I've heard most of my life, with some "radical" fancy adornments and a large indulgent dollop of schmaltz on top; offering the date of 27th September 2015 (coinciding with the final super/blood moon tetrad: a series of significant lunar eclipses occuring over two years on jewish holidays) for the beginning of ascension and our new angelic forms. He's claiming for the new age the signs of hebrew scripture that actually foretell the end-time and the Great and dreadful day of YHWH. He proclaims one third of humanity is now heart connected to the 5th dimension. Well sorry to be so differently informed mate but I don't feel upwards of two and a half billion people are thus connected at all. What he's doing is employing the usual new age psychobabbles and fluffy love n light bastardisations of serious scripture people fall for so easily - tickling itchy ears. When you think about it and don't blindly accept everything he says, the amount of people into new age beliefs is around a billion at a stretch, and most of them are full of shit.

One of Khan's teachings is this: whatever arises - love that. Love everything that arises in your fallen state awareness, even the stupid and sinful shit! That is dangerous, inverted spirituality; loving shit is accepting shit not transforming or transcending shit: "everyone doing sin is a servant of sin." The concepts he and many new agers preach arise from the premise we are innocent, ultimately godly beings in control of our destinies and that we create our own reality; but we aren't and we don't. Take off your violet tinted specs - or whatever fancy new age colour eyewear you have on - have a good look around and you'll see we're far from being gods. Another thing Khan says is spiritual truth will not transform the planet, only goodness will, completely negating the scriptural statement: "and you shall know the truth and the truth shall set you free."

New age/conspiracy types love internet analogies; computer tech and the world wide web more or less reflect our current psycho-spiritual reality: those spouting misleading cosmic bullshit are no more than malicious malware insidiously inserted into our lives. 

A few years ago I woulda eagerly lapped up Matt Kahn's seductive, ear tickling "teachings" but now there's a new Spirit within me, one that flat out rejects his sorta spiritual guff. I'll try to ram home via this "blog" what that Spirit is and how the unearthly beings running this planetary show are in the ancient business of pretending to be light beings/ascended masters etc for purposes of distorting Spiritual and Scriptural Truths: 

it's always been about that for them. 


The pre-programmed alarm tones of our True Spiritual Life apps are becoming progressively louder folks. Time to wake up.  I mean REALLY Wake Up!

"For there shall arise false Christs, and false prophets, and shall shew great signs and wonders; insomuch that, if it were possible, they shall deceive the very elect."

That pretty much sums up our new age. New agers are generally ignorant of what scripture has quite clearly revealed; with vainglorious conceit they're always looking for "new" revelations to render them obsolete - prefering to make up truth rather than face actual Truth.

"Scripture threatens their comfort zones; they've gathered all of their ideas and put them in a box: this is how everything is, don't mess with it or you'll scare me. They don't wanna upset their own applecart and refuse to love the Truth. Instead they're in love with the world and they don't like the Light shining on their darkness." - Alan Horvath. 

I wasted a great deal of time flirting with the new age, thinking it was all happening  years ago. I observed the high flyers with smiling faces and hung onto the grand forecasts and promises of redemption - with zero fulfillment.

It's enough to eject the more astute from their comfy new age chairs.

By chance or design I have no cosy lucrative attachment to the new age, no vested financial interests and can freely lambast it without affecting my income levels or sense of spiritual security. I see the "light" of the new age got to me early - as it does anyone with latent spiritual awareness - subverting the natural Inner Light and covering it with sham light.


It was an auspicious year long coming, but at last the always in the future 2012 came and went with nary a psychic shift, and - in the best spiritual tradition of ask and ye shall receive - got me praying hard for Truth above all else; everybody's Truth mind you, somewhat controversially. We share One Truth and One Spirit like we share One Planet and One Reality, all of us breathe the same air. I don't want my truth or someone else's truth or any of that bullshit thank you, I want everyone's truth: the One and Only Truth. I believe in One God and prayed to be filled with His or Her Love, Light and Truth. Little did I know I would begin filling with the Ruach ha'Qodesh. As a result my perspectives unexpectedly changed, or realigned to what I've always been deep down within; a tacit awareness often alienating me to my friends (living like they belong to this world and comfortable within it).

The Ruach ha'Qodesh IS the True Spirit behind creation. 

The need for Truth whatever the cost has brought forth impressions and insights I'm urged to share, even if it goes against sacred beliefs (my own included) and lose “friends” in the process.  I've noticed some of 'em covering their ears already: deleting comments I make, unfriending me on facebook; one high profile lady even blocked me 'cos I cast doubt on her pleiadian beliefsI bet it made her feel powerful  ;)  It hurts when they unfriend but also confirms the inner bullshit-ometer: that fantasy is ubiquitous in them, that they're ego-inflated divas and not as spiritual as they like to project.

Advanced technology, materialistic comforts and puffed up ideas of self have made many people snooty and arrogant: they're so off in fantasia stating the bleedin' obvious is a radical act.

I have reasons to say what I say, an inner compulsion with a goal in mind. They aren't wholly my own views either, but another Spirit dwelling within, which emboldens me to speak over the reticence to do so. Mention we're a fallen race with attendant delusions and sparks will fly. Their curt response smacks of the control freakery I see so much of today. Being so firm in their beliefs - within Spirit - what's the problem? They're influencing many souls and - sticking their head above the crowd - should be prepared to take shots, let the followers make up their own minds. But no, there's no fault in them; they're full of themselves and demand it all their own way - an absolute need to be right. Such people are sweetness and light when you're agreeing with them, but question them - or dare to cross them - and they put the blockers on and hope the aberration is quashed. It only strengthens my convictions they are closed minded, self-righteous spiritual snobs: revealing a hidden nasty streak if you even brush against their precious boundaries.

"GOD" knows no boundaries - seems all the little gods and goddesses do! What's inside the boundaries they wanna protect so much? A whole lotta fallen state sex bullshit and systemic programming that needs transcending - not protecting. It's usually women reacting against men via their "inner goddess."  I perceive hardened hearts displaying such off handed dismissiveness because of deep rooted avidya, spiritual vanity and personal upsets they only think they've transcended but haven't. Broken relationships glossed over with new ones, their quasi- love 'n' light personas sprinkled on top.

I find it difficult logging onto social networking sites and reading their frequent posts the way they go on - as if fonts of All Wisdom - but I don't close my mind and remain cautiously open-hearted. I feel strongly we're here to teach and correct each other. If we let new agers run around thinking they possess unique knowledge left unchallenged then we get the whole host of nose in the air pretensions and bullshit demeanors I see too much of today.

There's gonna be no 5D ascension with all that shit.

"So the universe is not quite as you thought it was. You'd better rearrange your beliefs, then. Because you certainly can't rearrange the Universe." - Isaac Asimov.

That could apply to new agers with a bit of tweaking:

So Spiritual Reality is not quite as you thought it was. You'd better rearrange your beliefs, then. Because you certainly can't rearrange Spirit. 

Yet many of 'em try to do just that; fashioning Spirit after themselves - under their terms - not Real God.

Spiritual reality is wholly other than our reality, bearing no resemblance to the new age romanticisms so prevalent today. I've noticed new ager's seek out information agreeing with their puffed up love 'n' light personas, denying anything significantly contradictory. When presented with contrary knowledge it's talk to the hand 'cos the face isn't listening. In other words fuck off and leave me to my carefully cultivated conceits, I'm doing very well by them - this bubble is not for bursting.   
Underneath the faux facades there's so much baggage it's unbelievable.  

I'm open to changing my mind. The question is are they? Doesn't look like it, accountability is beneath them: total self-absorption in a NUTshell.  

It's no surprise most of 'em get their cosmic information from discarnate entities masking their true identities, posturing as “good guys." The bullshit rubs off.  I'm here to help reveal the dynamics of True Spirituality are rooted wholly in humility: such people need to grab onto a firm hook of humility to prevent 'em falling through the thin ice they're standing on. 

I've been all through the new age and out it's ass, analysing it with natal, cosmic style down to earth northern english mentality and found it severely wanting, a stomach bloated with malnutrition.

New agers constantly try to figure out how Spirit works in their lives, come up with tons of BS in the process then write lots of books about it. They fail to Transcend what they want to be true in order to realise what IS. Pulling our head out our ass in pursuit of Real Truth we begin to sense a Greater more Glorious Will than our own.

The new age was a necessary learning curve: Spirit-nav to where I am NOW  :)

People are faux spiritualising matter these days - even the social and economic world - in lieu of something profound gone missing. Anyone with eyes to see can ascertain there is something very wrong with the world. The discrepancy between our reality and True Spirit extends well into the astral realms, deluding ancient cultures and many a shaman or psychonaut going back to prehistoric times. Yet, in spite of the strong compulsions of Maya, Spirit ever whispers our Innate Perfection. The new age hasn't knocked out my spiritual convictions, I know Spirit is real by insight and experience and I really wanna know the reality Spirit follows in Eternity, free of the flesh.

There are laws of Spirit the same as in the material cosmos: Harmonic Laws set forth in Perfect Wisdom and Divine Love, whether we like it or not.

From our perspective Spirit moves in mysterious ways but It moves with Unerring Will and clear intent.  If we're open enough Spirit can be dramatic within human affairs. We must though maintain a constant attitude of prayer and inner guardedness 'cos there's a whole lotta bullshit mixed in with the truth.

What about those channeled beings I used to pay so much attention to?  If they weren't merely flakey love & lighter's with goodwill but no genuine prophetic insight then they're actually conscious deceivers: both views are equally alarming! I'm sure there are multitudinous well intentioned spirit guides and angels helping out on earth, but they work to a Heavenly Agenda far removed from human egotism; there are a great many who's intent is deception - and damned clever they are at it too. It took me a long time to accept but channeling simply isn't aligned with the Unerring Will of Spirit and is no longer relevant as a source of spiritual wisdom and Truth. Channelers and mediums are communicating with deceptive entities, and more: they are actually allowing possession of their bodies.

How low we have fallen.

It's amazing being Alive. It's a miracle to be conscious and aware like we are; but most people take it for granted, and humanity is very selective in it's appreciation. With regards to life most people don't know they're even born. They've been led far away from the sense of the Miraculous and life has been made to seem purely scientific: a chance event in a cold, impersonal cosmos; a mechanical, matter of fact state of affairs - we all evolved from primordial soup and there's really nothing more to it. We're reduced to a carbon based electro-chemical brew up.

I've always had an affinity with "christian" scripture.  Educated in a Methodist school you might like to think what I'm saying is indoctrination but you'd be wrong. In my new age haughtiness I rejected it for many years: I didn't need that shit, I was an emerging god for christ's sake, I could find truth in a telephone directory or on a biscuit tin. The same attitude is highly prevalent today. I now see it is fallacy.  Original - inspired - christianity was bastardised by dark minds, becoming churchianity on purpose; the message of Yahshua (Jesus) boxed up and constrained to religious settings; yet the essential Living Truth shines through for those with eyes to see and ears to hear (and a heart to understand). As it happens scripture throws bright, clear light upon the new age. 

Scripture is both literal and symbolic and I do not shy away from suggestions to the literal. Spirit is beyond time/space and miraculous by our current conceptual paradigms. I was surprised and concerned when my guidance verily pushed me to look closer at scripture post 2012.  Jeepers I thought, this isn't gonna be popular, it's an ongoing surprise to me; but I didn't dismiss it, I opened to see where it led. I know new agers very well and there are prideful ones (especially gnostics) who will turn right away, close their minds, dismiss outright or inwardly (and outwardly) scoff, a bunch of rejection emotions coming into play; knee jerk reacting, looking down noses thinking they know better; but I'm going with Spirit over bullshit. I understand and appreciate the common sense vision of scripture, heed the timeless teachings and recognise the insight into a compelling Spirituality.

I feel it is my path to help reconcile rigid, dogmatic christianity with new age sensibilities and free thinking; and to guide anyone disillusioned to the point of atheism by the religions and new age presented to us today. Like it or not, Hebrew/judeo-christian scripture contains some of the profoundest, uncomplicated, most faith filled wisdom there is or ever will be: comprising sagacious advice for living in Real Spirit in these darkest of times.

Anyone truly open hearted and not overcome with pride, public status, reputation or boundaries will receive. Over the years I've learned and received much from meditation, eastern spirituality and it's many saints, sages and yogis. These days I look to them only for contrast and clarity. The ones I look to held Biblical scripture in high regard and oft quoted them. I'm drawn to verses hardly touched upon.

I see the world was given a very special gift in Yahshua and look at his life and  teachings with new eyes of late.  His was a Heart Message for the ages...

" in him was life; and the life was the light of men."

It is the spiritual death within people that stops them from recognising that Life, it is the darkness within that prevents them Seeing that Light

The entire world system and psychology is a defence against that Light

Reading the Gospels closer with an open Heart, they contain many details that ring so very true; my awareness and experience tells me they're true regardless of any pursuasive modern thinking to the contrary, or those "Zeitgeist" proponents with all the bullshit of the world they're influenced by. Zeitgeist means spirit of the age or time and this age is overshadowed by dark spirit: the dark forces run all through the "truth" movement....

If you're at all acquainted with Real Spirit you'd realise the words and deeds of Yahshua weren't invented for purposes of control, they were spoken and acted by one who Knew and Lived the Highest Spiritual Truth.

The rest of hebrew scripture records a multilayered Spiritual Dynamic amazing to comprehend. In my search for the absolute Truth of the human/Divine relationship I'm guided to look into scripture, where I read of Ones Allied with the Spirit and Will of God; for what they said would happen, did happen; no excuses, no backtracking: just MIRACLES abounding, the Will and Word in Action and Glorious Fulfilment - no messin about. Those sort of Interventions are sorely lacking in the world today and why many people prefer to think they're made up stories, or they're allegories of internal spiritual dynamics. The entire OT and Jesus story is an allegory of spiritual awakening according to some. Not true of course, Yahshua was very real - Divinity in the flesh - and it certainly doesn't help to dismiss His Life.

Over the past few millennia, instead of True Light we've predominantly received darkness held up as light, the purpose of which is to drive us off course, off the narrow path that leads to Life, effectively disarming our Divine Power and trivialising it.

The new age is a reaction against the Truths contained in Scripture.

As I become more sensitive to the Ruach I see it more clearer everyday. The new age is nothing to put our faith in, it's a farce really; a heady cocktail of truth and lies. There's nothing Spiritual - or new - about the new age, it is the old age repackaged - recycled paganism. In our overtly materialistic and body obsessed climate we're conscious of only a fraction of our Divine origin. We're being frequency capped, our greatest potential is unable to manifest while the cap is still in place.

Now's the time to call a spade a spade, not some frickin' space angel from the Nth dimension.

There are many souls awakening from the new age dream and some of 'em are bravely sharing their growing awareness of a psuedo-spiritual light dominating this planet. Cameron Day is one such that - while not in total agreement - cuts close to my own thinking. Here's a link to his blog:

I've watched David Icke's ascent since the original turquoise powered Wogan appearance in the early 90's and, although I retain interest for purposes of compare and contrast, I have growing misgivings about him these days. He's said a lot of things about life here on earth I understand, things I've always felt deep down; but he gets significant things very wrong. Think he can't make mistakes? The Peoples Voice was a big one.

Denying Yahshua is a huge misstep. He bangs on about Infinite Love being the only Truth while actively denying One Fully Realised and embodying such Love and Truth. He should understand how the dark forces bastardise the Truth. Denying Yahshua is to ignore His Unique Life, Work and Spirit. It really doesn't help to deny like he does, he comes across vain and arrogant by doing so. In recent years he's taken many of his cues from gnosticism, written by ones who believed - however heretically - in the living personage of Jesus. He picks and chooses what he wants, whatever he "resonates" with, dismissing the rest. But, like the rest of us he exists in a fallen state body/mind and thusly he doesn't resonate with Highest Spirituality. There's a definite whiff of antichrist about him (not the antichrist of course) his judgement is clouded by ego. 
Spiritual Awareness is like a light that switches on inside us. The earth remains in darkness until sunlight shines upon it, then everything is seen clearly. Likewise we remain in darkness until Spiritual Light shines within. In the Light of Spirit we realise consciousness isn't unique to life on earth, it is the cause of all that exists.

So what the heck is going on?  Well, we have been informed. There are answers, maybe ones you won't like but there are answers - if you're open to receiving them. I can only paint a rudimentary picture of what Spirit tells me is behind the monumental time/space maelstrom of coordinated bullshit pervading planet earth. I'm getting down to brass tacks, harking back to how and why it all started - and it is an ancient thing. For more information there are plenty of excellent researchers revealing the devil in the details....Seek and ye shall find.

"In the beginning God created the Heavens and the earth. And the earth came to be (not was) without form and void."

A destruction of the original earth occured in the (perhaps) millions of years between the first two verses of Genesis. The Scriptures tell of a War in Heaven, the sources are scant yet extremely evocative. Some otherwise erudite researchers - somewhat lacking in Spiritual Vision - push a purely scientific/genetics spin on the fallen angels (it's all aliens!!) and there is much truth in those theories; but I'm firmly in the Supernatural camp. We are Spirit Beings first and foremost: don't forget the big issue 'round these parts isn't technology - it is Spirituality.

There's a lot of interest in ancient aliens these days and I'm certainly partial to entertaining the idea (I've been into ufo's and aliens since I was a boy) for we cannot be the only sentient species in the Universe given the size and age of it. The Universe is a mind bogglingly HUGE place containing incredibly vast tracts of time and space - at least 13 Billion years old. The Earth is around 4 Billion so there were around 10 Billion years for a heck of a lot to happen before the foundations of Earth were laid, whence: "The morning stars sang together, and all the sons of God shouted for joy."

In spite of what science tells us, the Universe is full of life and Spirit is behind all of it. This is a Spiritual Universe created by Super-Conscious Spirit. There are many and varied civilisations throughout creation and Super-Conscious realities beyond our four dimensions inhabited by Celestial Beings in Heavens of Pure Light, where no darkness exists, no shadows are cast. Angels are real, fallen angels are real; the original fall was a Spiritual fall, causing a third of the angels to lose their Heavenly position and become tightly bound to the material Universe. They were the Watchers and fallen sons of God of scripture who went on to spawn the biblical nephilim. They haven't gone away or died, they're still around, moving with the times. In our latter days they are the e.t.s and "star beings."

The Book of Enoch strongly suggests the alien beings oft reported are fallen angels or their associates. Whether benevolent or not we should not listen to any such being until they consent to come out and greet us in plain sight and - given the current climate - even then we must be cautious

Billions of fallen angels are inhabiting the solar system since the misguided insurgence against Elohim. Besotted with their cherubim guru, they fell with him out of alignment with the Harmonies of Spirit, plunging headlong down into time and space: "I saw satan fall like lightning from heaven." Although fallen they're still immortal, super-intelligent, powerful psychic beings with a much higher vantage point and thusly a great advantage over mankind. Being corrupted they seek to corrupt - in all kinds of ways and means - and did so throughout the ancient world, creating their own bloodlines: looking upon the daughters of men with lust and taking them at will, mating with them, raping them, spawning powerful - unnatural - angel/human hybrids called nephilim: "There were giants in the earth in those days, mighty men which were of old, men of renown." 

The Book of Enoch reports the nephilim became demonic entities at death. They look to cause discord, confusion and destruction by inhabiting and feeding off the living energies emanating from biological beings, usually human. As reported in scripture and many startling present-day testimonials, possession is very real - part of an ancient ongoing war for our heart, mind and soul. A shocking amount of mild to full on possessions are occuring, from regular folks to high profile celebrities and politicians. They're not all Linda Blair level, you could be mildly possessed and know nothing of it - in fact most people are (shadowed by multiple demons).

"Units of Divine Light, finer than electrons and other subatomic particles, are the bricks of which matter is composed." - Yogananda.

We are essentially light beings.

"Let there Be Light." The Universe is One Unifying Verse "spoken" into existence and fashioned with Divine Light. Such Light is the background of Creation and contains every bit of information a Universe needs to evolve and by and large - aside from a few pockets of corruption - it is progressing perfectly.  Everything in existence is made from a variety of condensed vibrational gradations of that Original Light.

In my early 20's I began seeing distinct funnels of light distortion flowing from the top of peoples heads, subtly warping the space above the sahasrara chakra. From a distance I could see the distortion encompassed the entire body.  I've noticed the light emanating from trees, plants etc and from soldiers in World War II footage, also clearly surrounding bombs, tanks, guns etc. You could argue it's the filmstock of course but I've seen it in modern movies and t.v. shows. I'm suggesting the image of an intelligently manipulated light field focusing through the people and objects of our world is being captured. Such light is obstructing our direct Perception of Divine Light

"For now we see through a glass, darkly."

Long, long ago, ancient scientifically advanced beings cast an electromagnetic net upon the natural light of earth, overlaying the perceptual fabric of psycho-spiritual reality, ensnaring the heart/mind of mankind for purposes of claim and deception. The sort of intelligence we're dealing with is inhuman (without love and compassion) yet so far advanced they manipulate quantum mechanics and light technologies: super-intelligent whack jobs lacking empathy or harmonic spiritual sensibilities. The net isn't a measurable phenomenon, it operates at the level of human consciousness and beyond. An unnatural holographic light field composed of intricately programmed photon particles, effectively hijacking and decreasing the subtle energies and information we receive from natural sunlight. Maintained by the dark forces behind all human systems and socialities their will is paramount, the abiding intent is to seperate us from the True Light of Spirit, giving us pale imitations instead - in effect a "matrix" style reality.

Science has gone right to peoples heads, they mistake scientific advancement for evolution and/or Spiritual awakening. But it's purely an external phenomenon, making our lives easier (and more distracted) nothing Spiritual. Although spiritually fallen, mankind has always been highly intelligent - since Mesopotamia and ancient Greece - it's not a progressive thing we're experiencing, there's nothing new under the sun. Regardless of what a modern metaphysician might say, scientific progress obfuscates Real Spirit. Current matrix theories are going right to new agers heads, filling them with insidious sophisticated sounding bullshit. Instead of transcending the matrix, all they're doing is feeding it .

Many foolishly believe the matrix is a "christ consciousness grid," even a synthetic one; but I'm afraid not. 

We're no longer fed by Divine Light, we're force-fed lower light substitutes. With complete freedom of conveyance Divine Light needs no ley lines or "sacred" geometries to carry it along or focus through, It transmits instantaneously throughout the Universe, beyond all levels of vibration direct to the Heart. Such Light cannot be removed, it can though be overlayed with synthetic light that is fashioned into elaborate holographic geometries, imprinted with thought-forms and programmed with whatever will or intent is desired. Anchored deep in the radio/microwave, infrared - X-ray frequencies, including the lower astral, we live in an ocean of artificial light superseding Divine Light for our daily attentions. It is pouring into the Crown (Sahasrara) and root (Muladhara) chakras day in day out, duping us into believing reality fabrications - spiritual ones included  -  massive lies instead of Eternal Truth.

Physically, mentally, spiritually - it is piss easy to fool and control humanity in all areas of life; forfeiting our Divinity ages ago left us psychically exposed, "naked" so to speak. They know how we tick, know the deepest depths of our psychology, things about our body/minds we're unaware of. They messed with our genes and DNA and can switch us off and on at will; stimulating sexuality, psychic senses, even feelings of love; keeping us incarcerated in illusory freedoms and feeding off the array of energies we radiate. They let us run around in our new age fantasies, encouraging them, all the while blocking and distorting the Rays of True Light.

The matrix light-field is so interpenetrating, so deceptively obsfuscating you can meditate for years and still be unable to penetrate the ancient psychic force field - or ring-pass-not - coming instead to a variety of spurious conclusions arising from deep personal bullshit and no small amount of intellectual and esoteric wankery, calling into serious question the supposed enlightened teachers of the 20th and 21st centuries.

They've got us wrapped up nice and tight. 

The sham-light is "luciferic" light.

It isn’t trendy or "PC" to describe the dark force as satanic and/or luciferian, but fuck all that; being a hippy teenager in the eighties - surrounded by the crappy fashions and music of the time - predisposed me to despise most mainstream trends: it's the same in intent and effect.  Satan is a title meaning the adversary, lawless one or prosecuting attorney. His name in the Book of Enoch is Gadre'el (the one who tempted Eve).  The name "Lucifer" comes from the latin Luciferos which means light bearer, i.e., someone who carries a light (he'll give you a light for your sin) used only once in the book of Isaiah as a translation of Heylel - and that's it. Sons of God and Morning Stars were titles given to the pre-fall angels - the cherubim and seraphim etc - by the Ruach influenced scriptural writers:  "When the morning stars sang together, and all the sons of God shouted for joy." - Job 38:7. Satan/Lucifer was a "bright morning star" before he became corrupt (in error) and fell from grace described in Isaiah and other places. Righteous Yahshua/Jesus is the bright morning star of future Revelation. Two seperate Beings of widely differing - opposing - shimmering light. We should look at scriptural verses in context of the rest of scripture, not isolate them and jump to extremely biased conclusions...

"The original name of Lucifer in Hebrew is “Helel Ben Sachar”.... Former Muslim Walid Shoebat and Stephen Pidgeon who is the editor of The CEPHER Bible have pointed out that the name Helel Ben Sachar has a connection to the crescent and star of Islam as the term for “crescent” in Arabic is “Hilal” which would be the same as the Hebrew “Helel” translated as Lucifer in English. When we read Isaiah 14:12 in the English, we don’t realize that one word from the original is not translated. There is an untranslated word “yalal.” The word means “howl”, “howling”, or “to make a howling” If we literally translate Isaiah 14:12 and insert the untranslated word “howling”, Isaiah 14:12 would read as follows: “How art thou fallen from heaven, O crescent moon and star, son of the howling morning.” But what does the “howling morning” mean, you might ask? If you live in or have visited a Middle Eastern Muslim country, you know that every Islamic mosque has a minaret tower with an Islamic crescent and star with loudspeakers and that every morning there is a call to prayer which is similar to a howling sound. It is also interesting to note that dogs “howl” at the “howling” sound of the Islamic call to prayer."

Son of the howling morning is an apt title considering Lucifer is howling mad. And the connection to Islam is strong. There's lots of twisting and turning, upside down meaning and incredible flights of fantasy regarding our adversary, but let's not beat around the bush: there are enough naive and idiotic new agers knowingly or unwittingly advocating luciferianism to be sure it's very real nature is total deception.

In the desire is to create bridges I'm interchanging the adversarial energies - reptilian, archontic or whatever - with the being known as satan/lucifer because they are the same thorns by any other name, exactly the same in intent and effect.  Rightly or wrongly, lucifer/satan are the titles that stuck for that once High Cherubim who fell so damned low. Don't believe he's real? He's more than happy for you to think that way. Yogananda had his doubts about the literal reality of satan until he was vouchsafed a vision of him. There are so many stories of demonic possession, dark force presence and twisted occult power for me - and the scriptural writers - to be convinced there's one mightily crafty being behind it all. Christians are right to discard the aliens and blame our entire situation on satan/lucifer -  just a different picture telling the same story.  

The bringer of light is bringing the light of the "awakening," but it ain't an enlightened light, the opposite is the truth. Believing it beneficial is rooted in warped anti-christian mentalities. The grip only becomes stronger through popular so called "shadow" work - such work is accepting the demons around us and within us, ultimately priming us for a greater influx of luciferic light; keeping many of us high as kites like so many spiritual junkies. Lucifers light is total darkness before the eyes of True Spirit. If you want the True Light of Spirit, look to the Angel Uriel. Or better still Yahshua. He's available ;-)

Satan/lucifer = Reptilians/Archons. However you look at it, there's some serious otherworldly shit going on.

“All these kingdoms I will give you if you bow down and worship me."

That's an interesting verse. Satan could offer Yahshua the kingdoms of the world because he owns them, period. He is ruling lord of the earth and the lower astral realms. Yahshua refused because He clearly perceived and stood firm within True Light. The masses succumb to lower light for much less, most of 'em don't have to be tempted. The ruling forces know full well the threat of a returning Christ to their earthly kingdoms, so deeply embedded machinations against the Light Yahshua represents were placed in all the civilisations of history from inception.

The present world is a work of fiction, containing a massive cast of fictional characters.

Fictitious light has pervaded the earth for thousands of years. We’re born into it, born into sin so to speak right from the off. It is right here within us from the get-go. Deep seated and mightily stubborn to remove (like new agers as it happens), it overlays the neurons and synapses of the brain. As we age we grow into one of it's many and varied holistic contrivances. For millennia, entire influential lives were immersed within and motivated by it - and still are. The “new age” is a prime mover and shaker of it’s will, keeping mankind firmly committed to the system. It's a sticky situation, billions of souls reincarnating time and again by flesh allurement, glamour and many an incurred karmic debt.

"Satan himself masquerades as an angel of light. It is not surprising, then, if his servants also masquerade as servants of righteousness."

That's a startling pronouncement. Satan and his followers appear as angels, light beings, light workers and many attractive forms besides. The "father of lies" is fully integrated in the new age, he is the cosmopolitan angel of enlightenment.

"Because there are spirit beings out there who have been practicing the art of deception for many thousands of years.  They are good at what they do.  If we dabble in their world we will be deceived."

It's sobering to realise legions of fallen angels are actively pretending to be someone they're not (a trait reflected in plenty of new agers). They aren't bound or forced to do satan's bidding, they love their charismatic guru and master, they comply with anything he asks, thinking it the right(eous) thing to do. There are a myriad of ways to accomplish their cherubim guru's plans, many and varied unsuspecting forms.

Comedy is an essential factor, the devil is a great comedian, humour is an effective tool of the fallen. I've seriously loved comedy throughout my life, I grew up with Monty Python, was well into the Fast Show, the Mighty Boosh, Steve Coogan, Ricky Gervais, Bill Hicks, Sarah Millican - lotsa great stand up. Surreal comedy was always my thing; but I see the comedy of this world is spiritually ignorant, fascistic; focused wholly on the world system. Such mirth does not transcend the system, like a drug it only makes us (briefly) feel better about all the shit. The fallen angels have served a brilliant trickster for time immemorial and are entirely committed to his cause, using all sorts of smoke and mirror techniques to influence prominent thinkers guiding the path of mankind: getting into their heads, directing them with thoughts, images, visions, dreams and through other people they have strong holds on.

There are influential persons running around thinking they're enlightened or "light" workers; but are predominantly working satans light and thinking his thoughts. A few megalomaniacal "guru's" come to mind that definitely reflected and still reflect his light. Those sorts always project an air of superior intellectual and spiritual awareness; yet there's always something not quite right about them - which they typically deflect back as something not quite right about us. Just overblown c*#ts really.  

Lucifer is astoundingly clever, his lightfield is known to new agers as the buddhafield. I call it the gurufield for most (if not all) of the guru's of the past couple of centuries were  receiving and transmitting Lucifer's lightfield.

It's deceptive light is all-encompassing. Along with the extremely Spirit negating scientific and industrial revolutions of the 18th and 19th centuries came a whole bunch of spiritual fakery still affecting us to this day. For a number of years I've had the strong impression that around 150 years ago an esoteric edict went out to safeguard and bolster the dominance of the ruling forces and further debase the human soul, resulting in the emergence of Madame Blavatsky, Annie Besant, Alice Bailey et al; Aleister Crowley and that cornerstone of new age thought: "Do What Thou Wilt" Thelemism: all of 'em guided by asomatous beings. Or "super-men" in Blavatsky's case.  Blavatsky was induced to think of satan as the highest divine spirit and the modern new age began on that very premise. She also published a magazine titled Lucifer.

Go figure!

The fallen angels are as highly organised and motivated as any successful system on earth, corrupt or otherwise. With job allocations and agendas, they have itineraries and work in teams; recruiting people and channelling through or transmitting thoughts to various "chosen ones." They usually target the spiritually vain and proud but have recruited many an otherwise good hearted, earnest and aspiring soul for the purposes of deception. The new age and the entire materialistic and psychological system of things is a satanic construction and delusional all the way: a highly efficient system of estrangement from True Light.

Humanity is in a right cosmic pickle. Haughty new agers close their eyes and ears to Truth, refusing to believe their precious belief systems are rooted in elaborate lies. The ancient roots of the new age are deep in the Babylonic mystery schools and what - or who - were they influenced by? Just the same olde darkness held up as light: fallen angels pretending to be evolved beings or ascended masters. Blavatsky's Theosophical movement grew many offshoots; one of them - the Thule Society - influenced Hitler and thusly the unimaginable horrors of World War II. Discarnate machiavellian entities instigated the World Wars, conjuring the massive amounts of negative energy they need to feed on and keep their earthly kingdoms ticking away nicely.

For all the seeming innocent hedonism, the origin of the new age is satanic and if you think it isn't the case anymore you're a naive fool - to yourself and everyone else. Regardless of what new age romanticists or activists would tell you, it isn't a good thing. Our souls are on the line. 

The ruling forces are well aware of the possibility of the returning Christ Light - and of the raw, exposed dream body of humanity - hence the new age is their counteracting play, initiating a fake awakening not into True Light but into luciferian light with all of it's enforced preoccupation with - and delusions of - the fallen body/mind. We have to keep our wits about us, keep on our toes Spiritually, for many famous or notable persons were - and still are - unwittingly drafted to the cause.

Mankind is an amazing (tho fallen) being imbued with astounding creativity and imagination. Our God Given ingenuity and innovative skills served well during the Divine State; but these days the higher virtues are as infiltrated with sham light as anything, our chakras are awash with it. The powers that be need only nudge us in a particular direction and we do the rest; failing that they'll force us with wars, terrorism, economic collapses etc. In the latter days they've placed us in a technological maze and a myriad of conceptual bazaars. There are countless amazing, intricate, beautifully poetic sci-fi, fantasy and theatrical stories in book and movie form taking us for a heck of an exciting ride - none of which are actually true. The same goes for the many metaphysical belief systems of the past 130 years or so - certainly the last 30 years - that erroneously pass for Truth in many peoples hearts and minds.

How much more intelligent and clever than humans is the ancient spirit of satan at creating elaborate and detailed fantasies passed off as truth? He's the virtual reality master. 

“He who exalts himself shall be abased, and he that humbles himself shall be exalted.”

"So the last shall be first, and the first last: for many be called, but few chosen."

Scriptural lines flyin' right in the eyes of new agers today. They'll cry foul of course, it’s their livelihood you see, personal exaltation is the deal. Sense gratification is the way to go, indulgence the name of the game - that’s the road to the new age eh? It's all spiritual innit? There's money to be made spiritualising sexual desires and that's gotta be a good thing yeah? Let our hair (and guard) down; lose ourselves in Osho inspired sex orgies even, tantric fucking our way to a Golden Age! Well fuck me NO. What an absolute ghastly inversion of the Truth. It's cringeworthy to see new agers gadding about as if they're someone special, acting as if some sort of royalty with a divine appointment on earth. To me they look like ridiculous men and women merely pretending to be Divine.  

Acquire a modicum of spirit awareness and it goes straight to their heads. Awaken a bit of kundalini and they think they're Christos, or someone similarly grandiose. But all they're doing is pretending, all they CAN do is pretend.

In so many ways good is being called evil and evil good. Scripture gets to the root of the inversion by stating: "That which is born of the flesh is flesh; and that which is born of the Spirit is spirit." They are two completely different realities. Spirit is Real and full of Truth, the flesh temporary and chock-full of delusional shit. All that Osho inspired cathartic mass meditation madness I've witnessed goes no further than the lower light buffer; tantric magics and lingamic columns of light are thoroughly absorbed by it, reflecting back not our Godhood but perverted imitations used for further deceptions against us.

"For they that are after the flesh do mind the things of the flesh. but they that are after the Spirit do mind the things of Spirit."

Osho is a case in point, the original sex guru now deceased; he's an essential ingredient of new age beliefs. New agers love him because he said things they want to hear: being part of an elite awakening, spiritualising sex and what have you. He was supposedly drunk on the divine, on "spiritual wine." Ha ha I don't think so because True Spirit is clear, sober and certainly doesn't wear a googly eyed grin on It's face. In my eyes he fell flat on his smug face when he proclaimed "There is no God." Yeah right mate, go tell that to Yahshua. I've been into many a guru over the years and see them in a clearer light these days. Osho was one of a number of very clever, astute spiritual confidence tricksters high on luciferic light. Attaining a modicum of hindu style illumination and some siddhic power, they milk it for all it's worth, twisting the truth and exploiting fallen state mankind for their own amusement and benefit. They are spiritual criminals, psychic wolves in sheeps clothing: more of the same ancient darkness held up as light; keeping mankind firmly attached to the earth realm, the flesh senses and the insidious samsaric loop. He was yet another take on the snake in the Tree of Knowledge of Good and Evil: whispering sweet sounding bullshit in our ears. I mean come on, his eyes looked well snakey and the way he prolonged his S'sssss was a dead give away. He was obsessed with the physical, an arch deceptor and rampant materialist complete with his many Rolls Royces. Taking the piss or what! 

Osho be damned, or at least redemptive now he's dead (but I don't think so)

I'm not advocating celibacy, I love women. Sex is great, amazing; but it isn't spiritual. I understand why sincere saints and sages renounced it on the way to True Realisation; for it is the prime warp and twister of the human mind and exploited by the dark forces to the max. As a race we are Sahasrara deep within the fallen state, have been for thousands of years. In Truth we cannot mix spirit with the flesh: if it's to do with Sex and Spirit then it's to do with snakey ol' nick and all the titillations he's stimulated since the fall into flesh absorption.
Sexual pleasures are as transient as dreams and nothing to do with the permanent Spiritual Reality to be established in this world....

It's no surprise much emphasis is placed on sexuality and nature worship these days and why a lot of sex guru's are putting themselves about. I look at the prominent ones and tantra promoting new agers and see worshippers not of Spirit but of the flesh: reincarnated Babylonians; Akkadians, Canaanites and what have you, they even dress such like occasionally, showing themselves off in quasi- mesopotamian bling and regalia. They're evoking past lives as lovers of Ba'al and Ashtoreth/Astarte/Ishtar (now the gnostic Sophia) although they themselves don't know it; sun and moon worshippers complete with their Ba'alim: false gods disguised as eminent spiritual figures or star-people. The only missing factor is child sacrifice.

Such people are so absorbed in their fallen state body/minds they've lost all sight of and guidance in the Way, the Truth and the Life.

"Destroy wrong desires now; otherwise they will remain with you after the astral body has been seperated from it's physical casing. (...) Every natural passion can be mastered." - Sri Yukteswar.

We must be diligent and discerning when searching for Spiritual Veracities and look to One such as Yahshua for Truth, Ones who followed the Way of God, not of men. In the original Hebrew: "There is, then, now no condemnation to them which are in Mashiah Yahshua, who walk not after the flesh, but according to the Ruach (Spirit)."

"Those who are according to the flesh and are controlled by it's desires set their minds on - or pursue those things - which gratify the flesh. But those who are according to the Spirit and are controlled by the desires of the Spirit set their minds on - and seek those things - which gratify the Spirit."

To be Spiritually minded versus flesh  or carnal-minded?  If we want to walk in Spirit we have to set our minds on spiritual things. If you're walking in the flesh it's because your mind is set on fleshy things. So as goes your mind, and your thinking, so will determine your destination: flesh gratification or Spiritual attainment. Osho and his new age proteges mistakenly think we can mix the two. We can't. To walk in the flesh as they do so blatantly is a mindset that goes right against the Spirit they so profanely profess to represent.

The ongoing folly of mankind and it’s easy manipulation via the “new age” is mixing flesh and materialism with fallen spirit so brazenly, so egoically, so ridiculously: all the while dreaming up highly fanciful philosophies to justify it.

I'm not perfect. I was born into the lower light "sin" same as everyone. I'm just as fallen as any leading new ager or guru of the past couple centuries. Some of the things new agers believe in are ridiculous. We aren't spontaneously awakening because of the completion of a grand cosmic cycle. It takes effort, self-sacrifice and devotion - and a filling of the Ruach ha'Qodesh - to Raise our fallen spirit to anywhere near it's former esteem. We're merely trying to make the best out of a metaphysically bad situation; grasping at straws and stumbling around in the darkness looking for our lost Truth; but force-fed lies and half-truths instead.

Like children we need to play and have fun - when needs must eh! But satan has corrupted original innocence and thoroughly exploited our fallen state weaknesses. Amidst a harsh system of constraint and conformity most peoples idea of fun comes from poisonous drugs, drink and general hedonism. I'm no different. I've been to loads of music festivals and can party hard folks; but I see it isn't the purpose of life and snap out of it. The bullshit of the world has pushed me to borderline alcoholism more than once, fucking myself up and collapsing my auric field many times - the sins of the father visited upon the son. This body's had such a battering it's surprising I still look so good. Any other person would be living on the street - or dead. Yet always, somehow, I bounce back by the Grace of God.

True Spirituality is not for pussies. 

I'm both Holy and a sinner. New agers exaggerate the former while vehemently denying the latter. I've had periods of Spiritual Clarity and severe doubt - all useful! When doubt becomes Knowing it is the sweetest alchemical feeling. In case you hadn't noticed there is a spiritual war going on; this world is an esoteric battleground of light and dark. If you're not engaged in battle, if you're not under attack (not by internet trolls but psychically attacked) if you're not fighting the good fight with all of your might, then you're merely embodying faux love 'n' light and ages of shite. I've noticed the more I hit on the Truth the more bullshit flies at me. 

If you're not bumping into the devil it's because you're going the same way.

Being pushed into existential crises and lifted out so many times has given me a unique perspective. There are no grey areas; the choice we have has truly become black or white. There is a Heaven of Eternal Life without darkness, where no shadow, dirt or death exists: there resides the Glory of the Most High.  And there is this world full of shadows, tainted with grime, muck and death: the spirit of satan reigning supreme. For the sake of a True and Lasting New Age - for Heaven on earth - we have to choose one or the other.  It is that simple and that profound.

"Cosmic ordering" new agers think everything should be handed to them on a plate; but in reality earth accommodates Spirit - not the other way round.

If we’re serious about Spirituality it’s time to get SERIOUS about Spirit.

Post 2012 I'm compelled to proclaim playtime is over folks. If we're honest with ourselves we can see the world is still steeped in deep darkness and we're being sold a pack of lies. The powers that be are still in full control and will not relinquish without a bloody fight. I feel they're actually laughng at our pathetic attempts at "awakening."

Like it or not, the Ruach ha Qodesh is the Comforter Yahshua said He would send after His Ascension. But the Ruach is much more than a comforter, It is the most Divine Teacher. It is greater than any guru because It is Free. It isn't bound to the material universe so there's no filtering or distortion through a biased fallen state body/mind, no coming to spurious conclusions based on deep personal bullshit and definitely no delusions of grandeur. I'm an on/off meditator since the age of 18 and followed 4 or 5 significant Hindu style gurus over the years, I've reached some Heightened States of Awareness; but the Ruach makes all the difference in the perception of Truth. It gives eyes to see and ears to hear - and a Heart to understand. Of course It requires a radical reorientation of our psycho-spirituality but that's what the real paradigm shift is all about: accommodating and following the Ruach ha'Qodesh. Taking It's lead changes you and surprising things are revealed about ourselves and the world. It knows what's best for us.

It may come a bit of a shock to realise Holy Spirit isn't our spirit, It is WHoly other than.  

We love to deify each other, we even deify ourselves; but I'm sorry to report mankind is Spiritually fallen (that is my long standing observation now vindicated by the Ruach in me). Our spirit is currently bathed in luciferic light with all of the ancillary illusions. We have operated under the charge of spurious spirit(s) and other nefarious esoteric entities psychically manipulating and masquerading as light beings, star beings etc - duping us in all manner of clever ways and means - for millennia.

There have been - and still are - many psuedo-enlightened individuals distracting us, vying for our attention, spouting quasi- religious/spiritual bullshit; preying on mankinds gullibility and suggestibility for thousands of years; but the Ruach (in you) shows different things, surprising things, startling things, directional things; verifying the truth of scripture while revealing the bullshit of the world.

Everyone receives input from the Light and dark every minute of every day, the trick is to discern the True from the false - the good from the bad - because so many are mistaking the false to be True it's ridiculous. That is why the Ruach ha'Qodesh is a necessary ingredient (and a blessing) to our lives. The body cannot produce the Vitamin C it needs for maintaining good health, we need to supplement, ideally from a good organic source. It's the same principle in Spirit. 

Perceiving and following the Ruach's strict guidance along the narrow path It reveals can be extremely difficult - or super Joyful. I'm no paragon of virtue but that's what we have to do if we wanna sincerely enter a new - Spiritual - age. Amidst the bullshit of this world Spirit doesn't indulge us. We are protected up to a point but It doesn't compromise or cut any slack. In our present state it is so easy to be tricked and tempted right off the path, falling back into massive deception at a moments notice....

True Holy men aren't bullshitters. They are self-deniers not self-absorbers. They are all about Spirit, making many personal sacrifices to further the cause of Spirit.

It's time to shake off the bullshit, roll up our sleeves and get our hands dirty: go to where it’s dark like Yahshua did, not surround ourselves with vigorously nodding yes-men and women. Ego stroking facebook friends and youtubers are just as bad. I've always stood alone, never feeling comfortable in groups, cliques or being around new age folk. I see bullshit in new agers because I see new age bullshit in myself. The Spirit and words of saints and sages of the ages have kept me upright and informed. The Greatest of them said: "Wist ye not that I must be about my Fathers business?"  New ager's merely go about their own.

"Those who love the world cannot see beyond their personal agendas and selfish goals." - Alan Horvath

In it's weblike construction the internet is another insidiously clever expression of the controlling matrix - with a huge hyper-dimensional spider dwelling at the center. True Lighted Ones don't frequent cyberspace spouting psuedo-psychologies and cosmic bullshit, gushing about how wonderful everything is and how spiritual we all are - because we most certainly aren't. Neither do they charge exorbitant amounts of cash to be in their presence, or for those ridiculous skype sessions. They don't segregate themselves in tropical or sub-tropical zones; they live in Reality fully aware of the ever present darkness and fearlessly set about transforming it head on. New agers have their heads so far up their ass they can't smell the shit, but I can smell it from way over here. Those pathological self-sanctifiers should pull their heads out their self-righteous ass' and smell the shit, rub on some elbow grease and grab a shovel.

But alas! new agers don't like shoulds, it's like telling them what to do - and God forbid anyone should do that  ;)

In many a merry topsy-turvey way the blind are leading the blind.

We should watch who we're following in this fallen world and always be questioning, always be discerning, for many peoples glory is in their shame. They mind the things of earth more than Spirit and corrupt the purity of Spirit within them, fashioning it in their own image - not Real God. They are self serving and glory in their own efforts, drawing followers after themselves, enticing unstable beings. They're excited by the things of the world before the things of Spirit: "walking according to their own lusts." We should associate with people who's values are on Eternal things. There's too many dubious spiritual types waving their hands about stealing our attention and money. 

The more I look into the new age the more I see a whole world of insidious bullshit. The Ruach ha'Qodesh is like a bright sunbeam shining through the darkness.

Continued in "Spirit vs. New Age."